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I never hide the truth about biology and female nature from my friends, if you can't handle the truth, you can't be my friend. Even though my friends agree with my opinions on female nature, they are sex havers, most have girlfriends and there is one who has more than one fuckbuddy.
Even though I am 100% honest about the reality of the dating market, I am never 100% honest about myself. I never reveal that I am a virgin at 29 to them, I pretend that I lost it at a young age but that I don't have sex very often, and I think they believe me (probably because I can easily infiltrate normie circles and be social, pretending to be another NT guy)
However, this shit about never being able to be 100% honest with them is starting to get to me. I have nobody IRL to talk about the kind of stuff that I talk here (I talk about escorts and shit with them but I never fucked one and they know I mostly avoid them, and they obviously know I am no pussy slayer Chad either)
I can remember 3 incels who I tried being friends with, it never worked.
tl;dr: I can only have normie friends, incel friends avoid me, I can only talk about this stuff with anonymous users on the internet
Even though I am 100% honest about the reality of the dating market, I am never 100% honest about myself. I never reveal that I am a virgin at 29 to them, I pretend that I lost it at a young age but that I don't have sex very often, and I think they believe me (probably because I can easily infiltrate normie circles and be social, pretending to be another NT guy)
However, this shit about never being able to be 100% honest with them is starting to get to me. I have nobody IRL to talk about the kind of stuff that I talk here (I talk about escorts and shit with them but I never fucked one and they know I mostly avoid them, and they obviously know I am no pussy slayer Chad either)
I can remember 3 incels who I tried being friends with, it never worked.
- One was the ogre-style incel in high school, he was tall but ugly as fuck, kind of immature but whatever, we were always together and he was the only person that I can remember joking about never having sex or having friends (we only had each other back then). We used to stop being friends for dumb reasons though, like owing money or discussions, whatever. I talked to him again recently when I invited a few friends home and even tried talking a little about this stuff but he just came up with the whole LE CONFIDENCE bullshit and pretending to be having sex now (total lie, dude is a truecel) so it was all worthless
- Second one was a midget I met in college, he was an huge weeb and loved video games so it was nice to talk with him about nerdy shit, but I could tell he was not really invested into our friendship, and I was always the one starting conversations. He was not a bad guy but everyone hated him because he was really short, really ugly and did some cringy shit on class sometimes. He was a really optimistic coping guy and loved his nerdy hobbies and seemed perfectly fined living as an uber nerd (something I envy him for) One really interesting thing about him is that he had no fear of public speaking since he was trained to do it since he was a child. He could get in front of the class and talk perfectly, while I looked like a total jackass. Once he left college, all conversations ceased, he doesn't even have social media to use
- Third one was a short blackcel with skin issues in college, I really liked talking to him about politics even though we disagreed in many things it was really good talking to him, he knew about all sorts of stuff and it always felt like we were both learning from each other. This one was by far the most blackpilled of the 3. He was blackpilled even before the term was created, one day he told me in 2011 "In the end, everything in life is all about appearances." If he was talking about looks (and not how people present themselves) then he was simply ahead of the curve. I also invited him home at the same day I invited the 1. and he didn't even bother coming
tl;dr: I can only have normie friends, incel friends avoid me, I can only talk about this stuff with anonymous users on the internet
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