Every day is constant pain, suffering, and torture. I feel no happiness and I'm always depressed and forlorn about life. I don't know if I can tolerate this anymore. Post-university life is even more brutal for autists and incels. I wasn't made for this world- I'm simply not resiliant enough, nor is my brain wired properly for it. I'm an unadchieving, ugly, useless, worthless loser who contributes nothing to society. I'm a constant burden on my loved ones. I'm just so tired of this life.
