Im honestly at a level of pain that I didn't even know existed. I honestly would never wish this pain on anybody. Im just so tired of life itself and I've lost my zest for life. Everything feels so pointless now. I often wish I could just leave my body and take a break for once, like I wish I could just sleep for a prolonged period of time, and my body goes on autopilot and deals with all the bs in my life.
