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WawelDragon1683
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I envy people wo can enjoy anything. Literally every second of my life is ruined cause of my ocd. I suppose i do like sleeping, not counting the dreams which usually are awful. Sleeping is a good cope. Not having to exist for a while is incredible. Like i said i find no joy in aything. I can't watch movies or read books, cause my anxiety ruins it all.
All i do is wageslave, drink until i pass out to numb the anxiety and sleep for as long as i can. In the past 2 years i went form weighing 83kg to 64 now. I hate eating cause of my ocd. I have contamination ocd so my brain freaks out over everything. I can't really give justice to how horrible my life is. I wish i had schizophrenia instead or any other mental illness.
Idk why i'm still bothering to wake up everyday. Guess i'm a pussy.
All i do is wageslave, drink until i pass out to numb the anxiety and sleep for as long as i can. In the past 2 years i went form weighing 83kg to 64 now. I hate eating cause of my ocd. I have contamination ocd so my brain freaks out over everything. I can't really give justice to how horrible my life is. I wish i had schizophrenia instead or any other mental illness.
Idk why i'm still bothering to wake up everyday. Guess i'm a pussy.