I wish I could be the stereotypical thick-skinned neckbeard autist

[cymbeline]

The type of guy that's even more autistic than I am, but usually somewhat intelligent. Unable to pick up on social cues to the point where being ridiculed doesn't even faze him much.

This type of guy typically still has hobbies and ambitions which he is able to devote time towards. He may even be able to build a small irl friend group of other incels.

I wish I could study the blade, master the blockchain and cultivate inner strength. All I can do is rot and dwell on the past.

I feel males like this don't really exist anymore, that is if they ever really even existed. I feel young incels are more demoralized than ever.

 

[The Death Devil]

You can always start tomorrow, if that's what you really want.

 

[tired as fuck]

Yeah I wish I could be that too, but I cannot seem to shed my tendencies which are those you listed about yourself. Perhaps it'll be a bit easier in a couple of weeks when I'll start seeing the effects of quitting porn.

 

[The Death Devil]

I feel males like this don't really exist anymore, that is if they ever really even existed. I feel young incels are more demoralized than ever.

They certainly exist, but I think they're quite rare. There is a very long stage of the black-pill where you're just unable to do anything because you don't see any point to it—and, on a grander scale, there isn't. Whatever you do will inevitably be recognized by nobody other than other autists online if you're exceptional at said skill. Thus, the person must convince himself that he wants to do it simply for himself, or some other abstract reason.

For instance, I practice my handwriting a lot because I like anything 'antiquated,' and I should think handwriting falls into that category. I have no particular GRAND purpose to practicing my handwriting—it just makes me busy and gives me something to do desu. If there's something you want to do, just do it, it's not like anyone is going to force you to commit to it if you end up disliking it.

 

[Cryo]

The low inhib autist vs the high inhib autist