Venting I wish I could at least be NT

[over_department]

Honestly, it doesn’t even matter if it doesn’t change much. I just want to feel normal and not have to deal with all of this shit. It wouldn’t help with my looks, but I wouldn’t have to hear voices, or be extremely self conscious. Maybe I could at least have friends, and not be stupid and awkward.

I’ve been diagnosed with a little bit of everything at this point. Most of it is true unfortunately.

I think the most brutal thing is knowing you’ll never be normal. Our brains are pretty much permanently wired to behave and react in certain ways. Nothing will be able to fix me, I’ll be like this until I die

 

[aryanmikmaq]

I wish I was normal aswell man it’s very depressing.

 

[Leon98]

Same.

 

[FriendX]

Same.

 

[rjlpuk]

I wish I wasn't severely nd

 

[slavcel11]

I wish I had friends at least, forget having girlfriend

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I can relate to that, man. Had my brain been wired normally, and not suboptimally like it is, my life could have been significantly better, even if I were still an incel. It's brutal how we have been cursed with the whole package of subhumanity; not only are we unattractive, condemned to walk this earth with the external appearance that repulses people, but we are incapable of successfully integrating in society and properly interacting with people. It's a malicious joke.

It's miserable to know that your brain is fucked up, and that you cannot do anything to change it, forced to live this life as if you were an extraterrestrial living among different species.

 

[Chud Norris72]

I would rather be a chad with Asperger's