Am literarily crying for you now, the pain you must have been going through, the isolation is beyond your power, you can't bear the loneliness anymore. And to make matters worse, society does not give a crap about us. They care more about animals than us. Dude i just want to let you know that whatever your feeling, there are people that feels the same or even worse. Me for example, i haven't had anyone to converse with for the pass 6 months, when i was 19-22, i didn't have anyone to talk to, it got to the point where i started to loose my ability to talk. The pain is non stop endless, as am talking to you now, i can feel pain, am in pain, it hurts so much to be alone. I want you to know your not alone. There are other people here suffering with you. Don't leave us my brother, stay and cope with us till the end.