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RonaldWeasley
Suicidalcel - Aspiring Remote Job Geomaxxer
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i went to the doctors today about depression and suicidal thoughts, and inceldom. and i cried infront of the doctor
i said im depressed, and thinking about killing myself every night
and i have no one, no friends, no girlfriend, not even my family
and he kept prodding me with questions until i explained how my face, something i cant change, is affecting friendships, relationships
and this was a really sensitive topic for me because i really am suffering every day. and i cried a bit while explaining it
he could probably hear it in my voice and i had to stop explaining a few times to try to hold back the tears
and i felt 1 tear go down my face but i left it and tried to ignore it
he texted me some link to some mental health specialist place to self refer to , idk what theyre going to do to fix this
they talked about therapy, but i had it and it doesnt work. cos therapy wont change my face
they talked about medication, but i said no i dont want it. plus medication wont change my face
i said im depressed, and thinking about killing myself every night
and i have no one, no friends, no girlfriend, not even my family
and he kept prodding me with questions until i explained how my face, something i cant change, is affecting friendships, relationships
and this was a really sensitive topic for me because i really am suffering every day. and i cried a bit while explaining it
he could probably hear it in my voice and i had to stop explaining a few times to try to hold back the tears
and i felt 1 tear go down my face but i left it and tried to ignore it
he texted me some link to some mental health specialist place to self refer to , idk what theyre going to do to fix this
they talked about therapy, but i had it and it doesnt work. cos therapy wont change my face
they talked about medication, but i said no i dont want it. plus medication wont change my face