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My life are just failed copes
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with my family. And i think there was a party around because there were lots of girls dressing like total sluts. It's hard for me looking at this, specially those couples. It's not just one, there were so many of them, and every one i see passing by is just pain.
I have to inspire deeply and try to be calm but it's not easy. I'm 26 and i should be going out with those girls, i don't deserve this kind of life. I've worked hard to be a better version of my self. I've been able to improve social skills and lose some fears. But it just doesnt pay off. I'm as lonely as i ever was.
This is hurting me every time i think about it and every time i get reminded how lonlely i am when i go out and see this painful scenarios.
Just wanted to share it here becuase i don't want any shitty advice about how i'm gonna make it and how my life will be better tomorrow. Or any shit about what should i do and how i'm doing wrong, because this is just so out of my control right now.
I have to inspire deeply and try to be calm but it's not easy. I'm 26 and i should be going out with those girls, i don't deserve this kind of life. I've worked hard to be a better version of my self. I've been able to improve social skills and lose some fears. But it just doesnt pay off. I'm as lonely as i ever was.
This is hurting me every time i think about it and every time i get reminded how lonlely i am when i go out and see this painful scenarios.
Just wanted to share it here becuase i don't want any shitty advice about how i'm gonna make it and how my life will be better tomorrow. Or any shit about what should i do and how i'm doing wrong, because this is just so out of my control right now.