It was kinda hopepill. At first, I was excited by the idea of talking to new people.
But then I had to wake up to reality and embrace the truth that ugly people will always be seen as subhuman. If you don't know, Monkey App is an omegle clone.
I tried changing the camera angles, smiling, being polite, but still got the same responses:
- Skipped when they see my face
- Smirks
- Kids literally laughing, like belly laughing at my face.
- Every time I matched with a girl, she skipped, if she didn't, she stayed to make fun of my ugly face.
The worst were:
Me: Hello
Woman: "Hello" in a mocking voice, then a laugh.
Me: W-why are you laughing. - With a voice crack.
Woman: Because you're fucking ugly! With a laugh. Then she skipped.
Jesus Christ. Wow. Straight out of a movie scene. No sugarcoating, no making a fake excuse, just "Because you're fucking ugly."
Another one was a girl saying "He's ugly as ass."
There were people making fun of my nose, my ears, others who just straight up "You're ugly."
I'm literally treated as if I'm a circus animal. A sub human to use for their enjoyment.
I didn't cry, I just felt numb.
If women are calling you ugly, men are calling you ugly, and there's literal 12 - 13 year old kids laughing at your face, there's no hope.
I'm in shape because I believed in the self improvement cope, my social skills are better, I don't stutter as much, but I still get laughed at and made fun of because of my fucking face.
Like fuck. It's fucking annoying at this point.
You can have the personality, being polite, being in shape, have hobbies, I'm not a social skills connoisseur but my speaking was clear, but if you have an ugly face, automatically sub human.
I wish we lived in a society that wasn't so fucking shallow, that something you can't control (your looks/face) wouldn't dictates your entire human experience.
I learned my lesson.
Never show my face to other people or I'll get laughed at and insulted.
Life sucks sometimes, I'm not going to ropemaxx, I try to not become extreme, I try not to hold hate, but it sucks a lot.
End of rant I guess.
But then I had to wake up to reality and embrace the truth that ugly people will always be seen as subhuman. If you don't know, Monkey App is an omegle clone.
I tried changing the camera angles, smiling, being polite, but still got the same responses:
- Skipped when they see my face
- Smirks
- Kids literally laughing, like belly laughing at my face.
- Every time I matched with a girl, she skipped, if she didn't, she stayed to make fun of my ugly face.
The worst were:
Me: Hello
Woman: "Hello" in a mocking voice, then a laugh.
Me: W-why are you laughing. - With a voice crack.
Woman: Because you're fucking ugly! With a laugh. Then she skipped.
Jesus Christ. Wow. Straight out of a movie scene. No sugarcoating, no making a fake excuse, just "Because you're fucking ugly."
Another one was a girl saying "He's ugly as ass."
There were people making fun of my nose, my ears, others who just straight up "You're ugly."
I'm literally treated as if I'm a circus animal. A sub human to use for their enjoyment.
I didn't cry, I just felt numb.
If women are calling you ugly, men are calling you ugly, and there's literal 12 - 13 year old kids laughing at your face, there's no hope.
I'm in shape because I believed in the self improvement cope, my social skills are better, I don't stutter as much, but I still get laughed at and made fun of because of my fucking face.
Like fuck. It's fucking annoying at this point.
You can have the personality, being polite, being in shape, have hobbies, I'm not a social skills connoisseur but my speaking was clear, but if you have an ugly face, automatically sub human.
I wish we lived in a society that wasn't so fucking shallow, that something you can't control (your looks/face) wouldn't dictates your entire human experience.
I learned my lesson.
Never show my face to other people or I'll get laughed at and insulted.
Life sucks sometimes, I'm not going to ropemaxx, I try to not become extreme, I try not to hold hate, but it sucks a lot.
End of rant I guess.
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