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It was sad threaad but anyway i just realized during it that we humans mean nothing and are just developed animals and we will one day DIE.
you perhaps felt as 8 year old boyo that life feels like its infinite but at 25 you feel like fuck ill soon be old and die. and the latter feeling is more true. fuvk.
now that i didnt want to create pesymistic thread but seriously this thought just attacked me and i had to share.
the fact that we will all die in up to 60+ years (some much earlier) is insane and very sad.
the only feelings ive felt in my life is humilation, fear, being treated like i have autism despite not having it, regret, bullying, some temporary fun but not much as i was bad at making choices regarding who should be my friend.
the best feelings i had in life come from games, coding, training my body and joking with people, id add few things to it though, like sex, less worrying, more friends, and money without wageslaving
you perhaps felt as 8 year old boyo that life feels like its infinite but at 25 you feel like fuck ill soon be old and die. and the latter feeling is more true. fuvk.
now that i didnt want to create pesymistic thread but seriously this thought just attacked me and i had to share.
the fact that we will all die in up to 60+ years (some much earlier) is insane and very sad.
the only feelings ive felt in my life is humilation, fear, being treated like i have autism despite not having it, regret, bullying, some temporary fun but not much as i was bad at making choices regarding who should be my friend.
the best feelings i had in life come from games, coding, training my body and joking with people, id add few things to it though, like sex, less worrying, more friends, and money without wageslaving
