SuicideFuel I was in the hospital for the last 5 days and no one visited me

[Coyote Cooch]

I don't want to get into the details, but I was in an accident Monday and just got discharged from the hospital today.

my mom was the only person to visit me.

my phone was smashed so all I did was stare at the ceiling the entire time and wish I had died. it made me realize that if I ever get old and die some typical way, I won't be surrounded by loved ones at the end. no wife, kids, grandkids, friends, whatever. I'll just be an old man dying in a shitty, rundown hospital somewhere. and all I'll have to think about in my final moments is that I'm alone, and my life was a waste.

my mom got a new phone set up for me with the same number, and when she gave it to me today, I thought maybe I'd have texts or something. nope. everyone at work knew I was in the hospital and not a single person reached out. not even just to have something to gossip about. that's how fucking insignificant I am.

anyway. you guys got any fun plans for the weekend?

 

[SwiftQuill]

I'm very sorry to hear about it, man. That's sad.

 

[PersonalityChad]

That's brutal, I'm sorry man

 

[Leon98]

That's brutal, I'm sorry man

 

[Leon98]

I know the same thing would happen to myself if I was in that situation

 

[Coyote Cooch]

I'm very sorry to hear about it, man. That's sad.

thanks, brother.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

That's brutal, I'm sorry man

thanks. at least I have somewhere to vent to.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

I know the same thing would happen to myself if I was in that situation

really? I wouldn't want anyone else to feel like this, but there is some comfort in knowing I'm not the only one, I guess.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Same for all of us. Life being born with a Y chromosome.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Same for all of us.

you think so? I feel like lots of people on here at least have friends who would visit them, maybe..

 

[Leon98]

really? I wouldn't want anyone else to feel like this, but there is some comfort in knowing I'm not the only one, I guess.

Same for all of us. Life being born with a Y chromosome.

 

[leasurehobo]

Normies

 

[SrutalBeggs]

You may not have IRL people but at least you have us. Still, it'd be nice to have someone to talk to IRL, someone who'll understand.

I wish you well.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

You may not have IRL people but at least you have us. Still, it'd be nice to have someone to talk to IRL, someone who'll understand.

I wish you well.

thank you man, I appreciate it.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Sorry you survived

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

You may not have IRL people but at least you have us

 

[Autistic Uggo]

This is what my deathbed and funeral will look like.

I'm glad you're okay despite everything.

 

[Manlet_cel]

That's brutal, I'm sorry man

 

[Manlet_cel]

I don't want to get into the details, but I was in an accident Monday and just got discharged from the hospital today.

my mom was the only person to visit me.

my phone was smashed so all I did was stare at the ceiling the entire time and wish I had died. it made me realize that if I ever get old and die some typical way, I won't be surrounded by loved ones at the end. no wife, kids, grandkids, friends, whatever. I'll just be an old man dying in a shitty, rundown hospital somewhere. and all I'll have to think about in my final moments is that I'm alone, and my life was a waste.

my mom got a new phone set up for me with the same number, and when she gave it to me today, I thought maybe I'd have texts or something. nope. everyone at work knew I was in the hospital and not a single person reached out. not even just to have something to gossip about. that's how fucking insignificant I am.

anyway. you guys got any fun plans for the weekend?

same here no friends or anything ik when i will die no one will be there

 

[Fat Link]

I don't want to get into the details, but I was in an accident Monday and just got discharged from the hospital today.

my mom was the only person to visit me.

my phone was smashed so all I did was stare at the ceiling the entire time and wish I had died. it made me realize that if I ever get old and die some typical way, I won't be surrounded by loved ones at the end. no wife, kids, grandkids, friends, whatever. I'll just be an old man dying in a shitty, rundown hospital somewhere. and all I'll have to think about in my final moments is that I'm alone, and my life was a waste.

my mom got a new phone set up for me with the same number, and when she gave it to me today, I thought maybe I'd have texts or something. nope. everyone at work knew I was in the hospital and not a single person reached out. not even just to have something to gossip about. that's how fucking insignificant I am.

anyway. you guys got any fun plans for the weekend?

Same when I was in bro.

Well my one IRL best friend that still lives semi close by did but that was it other than my mother and occasional relatives.

My childhood giga Chad best friend that’s like a literal brother to me definitely would have if he knew where I was and didn’t live way the hell over in Missouri now.

Yet even with these two friends it doesn’t suddenly make me vastly better off than you or anyone else here socially.

Oh well at least in my case I’ve always had @Todd Thundercock’s great videos to get me by so long as my iPads or iPod touch was charged and the hospitals free WiFi was actually working.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Sorry you survived

honestly. it's unfortunate.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

This is what my deathbed and funeral will look like.

I'm glad you're okay despite everything.

thanks man. glad I at least have somewhere to vent where people understand.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

same here no friends or anything ik when i will die no one will be there

it's so over for us.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Same when I was in bro.

Well my one IRL best friend that still lives semi close by did but that was it other than my mother and occasional relatives.

My childhood giga Chad best friend that’s like a literal brother to me definitely would have if he knew where I was and didn’t live way the hell over in Missouri now.

Yet even with these two friends it doesn’t suddenly make me vastly better off than you or anyone else here socially.

Oh well at least in my case I’ve always had @Todd Thundercock’s great videos to get me by so long as my iPads or iPod touch was charged and the hospitals free WiFi was actually working.

idk man, I wish I would have had at least one friend to come see me. or who wanted to see me. my other relatives could have too, but they didn't. only my mom. it really hits different when there's no one who would even think twice about you being gone.