I have really been coping with inceldom ever since I accepted the Blackpill, and I sometimes say stuff around my family. I had said something before that I think Christian Nationalism is based, so that way I can enslave foids and kill the kikes who control soyciety. I've made a lot of these kind of comments with my family, and that I support Nazism as well. My parents told me that I would have to go to Church since I was talking so much about Christian Nationalism, so I could learn what Christianity is like.
Today, I went to some shit in Church where I really got bored. My parents said shit that this would help me socialize, but the people I met there were normie idiots. It was basically some group of young Christians talking shit about mental health and that stuff. I was hoping to see traditional foids, but even the Christian foids dressed like whores and some were even fat, only a few of them were kinda hit Beckies, but that's it, and they probably have Chad boyfriends already. Almost everyone there was fat. In this group they made us do some stupid activities like doing shit personality tests, talking to other people there, and just watching some stupid Bluepill shit presentations about "personality" and that shit. There were also some brown guys which I had to hold hands with a couple occassions, and it disgusted me to touch brown people, looking at my hands touching these guys felt like if I was touching shit. The only thing I liked about there was eating pizza, and I was there like for 5 fucking hours bored. But the group was somewhat secular, no one knew I was an atheist, and I did feel like an impostor in there because I was the only atheist there, and the other people had their Christian crosses on their neck.
This shit was indeed boring. I expected there to see if I could see wife material, but all foids there were not worth it, and they probably see me as subhuman. Apparently I have to come back on Friday and stay there 4 days with no phone nor videogames. I really wish I could go to somewhere where there is real Christian Nationalism, and I can be a leader to control foids.
Today, I went to some shit in Church where I really got bored. My parents said shit that this would help me socialize, but the people I met there were normie idiots. It was basically some group of young Christians talking shit about mental health and that stuff. I was hoping to see traditional foids, but even the Christian foids dressed like whores and some were even fat, only a few of them were kinda hit Beckies, but that's it, and they probably have Chad boyfriends already. Almost everyone there was fat. In this group they made us do some stupid activities like doing shit personality tests, talking to other people there, and just watching some stupid Bluepill shit presentations about "personality" and that shit. There were also some brown guys which I had to hold hands with a couple occassions, and it disgusted me to touch brown people, looking at my hands touching these guys felt like if I was touching shit. The only thing I liked about there was eating pizza, and I was there like for 5 fucking hours bored. But the group was somewhat secular, no one knew I was an atheist, and I did feel like an impostor in there because I was the only atheist there, and the other people had their Christian crosses on their neck.
This shit was indeed boring. I expected there to see if I could see wife material, but all foids there were not worth it, and they probably see me as subhuman. Apparently I have to come back on Friday and stay there 4 days with no phone nor videogames. I really wish I could go to somewhere where there is real Christian Nationalism, and I can be a leader to control foids.
