I had to be at work for a meeting today at my job and I saw this super sweet and feminine Muslim curry foid that I had a crush on for the longest time before joining this forum.
She was so nice to me so I simped super hard for her, and did so again today. I took most of the work she had today and gave it to someone else who had nothing to do today, and wrote a report that she did all her work. I used this opportunity to talk to her cause she is always very friendly. We talked for about an hour about random shit and eventually got into the topic of religion. She wears a hijab on her head and told me how she’s really religious but respects other religions, and went into the relationships between Islam and Judaism and about trad lifestyle, and I slowly started coping and thinking she’s a unicorn (cucked I know).
Eventually she started telling me about her boyfriend, and she showed me a pic of him and it was a random sikh curry with a turban. This chick was all about religion, but because her boyfriend was good looking, the blackpill still prevailed. My heart literally shattered into a million pieces and I just whimpered after that point like a beaten dog. I excused myself to go to the bathroom and try to collect myself mentally. I go back, and guess what? She was on the phone talking to her bf, and I couldn’t tell her to stop because I already told her she’s free to leave with a full day’s pay for finishing up early. Essentially, I paid her to be able to flirt with her bf at work, and got cucked.
Yeah I know it’s illegal to date your coworkers and there’s an imbalance of power legally so I would get in trouble, so it was even more cucked for me to risk everything to get with her. I would have probably been happy to give it all up to get with her.
I don’t even want to try anymore, I try one thing and I get blackpilled. I try something else, blackpilled. I look left, blackpilled. I look right, blackpilled. I think that’s it buddy boyos, I give up.
She was so nice to me so I simped super hard for her, and did so again today. I took most of the work she had today and gave it to someone else who had nothing to do today, and wrote a report that she did all her work. I used this opportunity to talk to her cause she is always very friendly. We talked for about an hour about random shit and eventually got into the topic of religion. She wears a hijab on her head and told me how she’s really religious but respects other religions, and went into the relationships between Islam and Judaism and about trad lifestyle, and I slowly started coping and thinking she’s a unicorn (cucked I know).
Eventually she started telling me about her boyfriend, and she showed me a pic of him and it was a random sikh curry with a turban. This chick was all about religion, but because her boyfriend was good looking, the blackpill still prevailed. My heart literally shattered into a million pieces and I just whimpered after that point like a beaten dog. I excused myself to go to the bathroom and try to collect myself mentally. I go back, and guess what? She was on the phone talking to her bf, and I couldn’t tell her to stop because I already told her she’s free to leave with a full day’s pay for finishing up early. Essentially, I paid her to be able to flirt with her bf at work, and got cucked.
Yeah I know it’s illegal to date your coworkers and there’s an imbalance of power legally so I would get in trouble, so it was even more cucked for me to risk everything to get with her. I would have probably been happy to give it all up to get with her.
I don’t even want to try anymore, I try one thing and I get blackpilled. I try something else, blackpilled. I look left, blackpilled. I look right, blackpilled. I think that’s it buddy boyos, I give up.
