SuicideFuel I was doomed from the beginning

[NickelodeonCel]

I was born in a extremely poor family, my father couldn't work cuz he had a disabling disease (he died a few years ago) and my mom had to take care of him so she couldn't work aswell.

I was born in a eastern european shithole where the government gives no buxx or very little to such families so we had to rely on family members living in western countries giving us some money or their old clothes sometimes, they only gave us so much to keep us alive basically despite them having enough money.. I was underweight as a kid cuz all we had to eat was bread and some margarine or eggs sometimes.

I grew up seeing other kids being guided in life by their fathers meanwhile my father couldn't do that cuz he was suffering from his disease so I never learned how to drive or do man stuff in life.

On top of all this I was also very ugly with bad teeth that needed orthodontic treatment and my face looked/looks very underdeveloped cuz I had no nutrients during puberty to develop properly, I started developing crippling anxiety and depression cuz of all those factors.



It was so embarrassing seeing my family members who live abroad visiting us and giving us their very old clothes or the cheapest ones they could find in stores and acting like we should forever be grateful to them for that like we are literal subhuman slaves and they are our owners.

How is someone like me supposed to win in life? All I know is suffering since being born, I never had anything good in life.

 

[Cloudrak]

Moneypill is one of the most brutal

 

[NickelodeonCel]

Moneypill is one of the most brutal

Indeed brocel, indeed

 

[zd60]

Similar to me

 

[wereq]

While you were struggling with money, some whore spent $14,000 on her boob job. Yes I just saw a video of her street interview where she revealed her surgery cost.

 

[zephyr]

@NickelodeonCel Did your Parents have you before your Dad had a disabling disease?

 

[xyxx]

there's people like us living in fucked up condition man and people dont even know you exist out here, good luck to you man its rough

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

my father couldn't work cuz he had a disabling disease (he died a few years ago) and my mom had to take care of him so she couldn't work aswell.

A shame your father died.

I was born in a eastern european shithole where the government gives no buxx or very little to such families so we had to rely on family members living in western countries giving us some money or their old clothes sometimes, they only gave us so much to keep us alive basically despite them having enough money.. I was underweight as a kid cuz all we had to eat was bread and some margarine or eggs sometimes.

I'm very thankful for living in the west receiving disabledbucks. Sadly despite Eastern Europe is behind in that department and my country will turn into something like yours soon.

How is someone like me supposed to win in life? All I know is suffering since being born, I never had anything good in life.

You're expected to see a purpose in living when you've never been given a purpose to begin with. Modern society is fucking trash.

 

[NickelodeonCel]

@NickelodeonCel Did your Parents have you before your Dad had a disabling disease?

Yeah, the disease is not hereditary if you mean that

 

[zephyr]

Yeah, the disease is not hereditary if you mean that

I was not thinking about it being hereditary but that is a relief.

I just wish that Couples knew that they do not HAVE TO have Children. Edit: (Them being Poor I mean)

I think there is Hope for you in the Future.

Edit: Sorry to hear about your Dad getting the Disease.

 

[Cuckoja]

Very relatable. I also grew up extremely poor with rich cousins flexing on us. Except my parents didnt have an excuse for being such an selfish, evil, useless parents.

 

[wereq]

Sucks how everything in life is predetermined for us: status, wealth, looks, talent, opportunities. If you're at the bottom, you have no hope at all in our hyper-competitive and glamorous hellscape.