I was called retarded my whole life. It makes me wonder if it's true or not?

[Serpents reign]

I worked shitty jobs my whole life. I am a college drop out I'm obese and I don't have any friends and I'm A32 year old Virgin. I'm also practically amid it. I don't understand why I haven't decided to self terminate at this point. I'm too much for pussy but I also might be turning into A masochist enjoying the horror of my own existence. I feel a lot of pain and depression every single day. I don't think I enjoy it. But it really is a weird feeling where you can't remember when you were ever happy.

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

We were born to suffer and lose bro. Our parents should've never had us.

 

[FakeFakecel]

Were you called retarded seriously or just as an insult?

 

[Serpents reign]

Were you called retarded seriously or just as an insult?

I'm not sure I was called retarded so much. It was really hurtful to me as a kid as an adult. I ponder why they had to call me that over and over again. Both teachers and students did this including my parents. Sometimes my father would say awful remark like you were a stupid kid when you were a child. I really wanted to kill him right on the spot. I'm glad cancer is doing that for me.

 

[Incel TV]

If god is real he’s laughing at our misery

 

[Serpents reign]

If god is real he’s laughing at our misery

When I die, I would prefer to go to hell anyway. Because I fucking hate god.

 

[Incel TV]

When I die, I would prefer to go to hell anyway. Because I fucking hate god.

When I die I just want to cease to exist forever

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

When I die, I would prefer to go to hell anyway. Because I fucking hate god.

will have you ever heard of astral projection you should try it

 

[Serpents reign]

When I die I just want to cease to exist forever

I'm happy to say that is more than likely going to be the situation for everything on this planet.

 

[weaselbomber]

You don't seem retarded to me. Knowing who Schopenhauer is already mogs most people. I know it's just the opinion of a random internet stranger you've never met, but I think it's just a question of the education system failing and people not caring because you're not from an important family. Failing at one metric doesn't mean you're a failure in all

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

I'm not sure I was called retarded so much. It was really hurtful to me as a kid as an adult. I ponder why they had to call me that over and over again. Both teachers and students did this including my parents. Sometimes my father would say awful remark like you were a stupid kid when you were a child. I really wanted to kill him right on the spot. I'm glad cancer is doing that for me.

why are autistic or something.

 

[Serpents reign]

You don't seem retarded to me. Knowing who Schopenhauer is already mogs most people. I know it's just the opinion of a random internet stranger you've never met, but I think it's just a question of the education system failing and people not caring because you're not from an important family. Failing at one metric doesn't mean you're a failure in all

I was also very socially awkward and really weird towards people. They might have called me a social retard. Which they meant by calling me a retard Which I can understand. But they were kind of pushing this narrative that I'm going to be some down syndloser. My whole life which is closer to the truth than I think. It's quite scary to realize that i'm not as perfect as I thought I was.

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

When I die I just want to cease to exist forever

no you just be in a lower realm of existence.

 

[Serpents reign]

why are autistic or something.

I'm possibly on the spectrum of course, I kind of view that as an excuse to be a douchebag. I'm also on anti depressants i'm wondering if I should stop taking them. I have been visited by police and f b I before because I made statements online.

 

[weaselbomber]

It's quite scary to realize that i'm not as perfect as I thought I was.

that's the first step towards self-acceptance brocel. Tough out the gut punch and you'll grow out of this as a wiser man

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

I'm possibly on the spectrum of course, I kind of view that as an excuse to be a douchebag. I'm also on anti depressants i'm wondering if I should stop taking them. I have been visited by police and f b I before because I made statements online.

damm sounds like you need help and did you get arrested by the fbi

 

[Serpents reign]

damm sounds like you need help and did you get arrested by the fbi

No they were trying to intimidate me. US government loves to bully people it sees as a problem or they would just kill me either way I don't even care. It has been a lousy fucking life. I don't even know why I continue on word.

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

No they were trying to intimidate me. US government loves to bully people it sees as a problem or they would just kill me either way I don't even care. It has been a lousy fucking life. I don't even know why I continue on word.

i just hope society just fall so i can live in forrest.

 

[Serpents reign]

i just hope society just fall so i can live in forrest.

I know how you feel. This wasn't the life I really wanted but then again it could always be worse. We are all slaves to a capitalist system anyway. None of us were meant to really truly be happy.

 

[WAFFLEMASTER205]

I know how you feel. This wasn't the life I really wanted but then again it could always be worse. We are all slaves to a capitalist system anyway. None of us were meant to really truly be happy.

i agree bro stay safe and good luck.

 

[NorthernWind]

Do you have a skills?

 

[ItsovERfucks]

If god is real he’s laughing at our misery

 

[ItsovERfucks]

When I die I just want to cease to exist forever

Same brocel

 

[Hapalattocel]

Me too. Before I was diagnosed schizo I was diagnosed as Pervasive Developmental Disorder instead. In my case, it's my communication. So they dropped the PDD. Maybe it's yours too

 

[ElTruecel]

You can have a above average iq and he considered retarded by normies even on here because NTs are zogbots incapable of understanding us

 

[worthlessloser26]

If you’re ugly people assume you are stupid as well. Unfortunately there’s some truth to it. Attractive people have higher iqs on average

 

[Fifita]

I have always being the runt of the litter

 

[w1818alone]

No one has to be called like that

 

[Creep]

Same, probably because i'm just super slow and take long to process things happening in real time
I'm pretty sure im really above average IQ though

 

[turbosperg]

I worked shitty jobs my whole life. I am a college drop out I'm obese and I don't have any friends and I'm A32 year old Virgin. I'm also practically amid it. I don't understand why I haven't decided to self terminate at this point. I'm too much for pussy but I also might be turning into A masochist enjoying the horror of my own existence. I feel a lot of pain and depression every single day. I don't think I enjoy it. But it really is a weird feeling where you can't remember when you were ever happy.

Stupid people don't write a paragraph essay to muse about the possibility of being stupid. They just drool over some TV shit all day.

You're probably smart but have ADD and/or ASD. Go get yourself diagnosed.

Normies treat us badly because they hate non-NT males at a visceral level. They can't help it because deep down on an instinctual level they know us non-NT males are destined to do the revolution, SEIZE THE MEANS OF REPRODUCTION and shoot all simps (with videocamera).

Deep down normies fear the day of retribution.

This is why they mistreat you. Because they are your quarry and they know it.

 

[The Darkcel]

Just call 'em a faggot, bro. Always give 'em a better comeback, give 'em a retort that they can't come back from. That's what I've always done. Sick of people shitting on me all my life, just gotta take the right hooks and give 'em back a left.

 

[Logic55]

I worked shitty jobs my whole life. I am a college drop out I'm obese and I don't have any friends and I'm A32 year old Virgin. I'm also practically amid it. I don't understand why I haven't decided to self terminate at this point. I'm too much for pussy but I also might be turning into A masochist enjoying the horror of my own existence. I feel a lot of pain and depression every single day. I don't think I enjoy it. But it really is a weird feeling where you can't remember when you were ever happy.

You are not stupid. Tbh, you are very intelligent because you are enlightened by the blackpill. People who are blackpilled know the truth, everybody else is like a sheep that follows the herd

 

[incel god]

calling somebody a retard is a rude thing to say. did the normie or foid say why they said this to you?