Deleted member 35110
Cho's Town, St. Elliot's Street, house no. 69
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I was the ugly weird kid my whole life. Even at age 6-7 I noticed that I got treated differently compared to foids and other guys. Of course in my mind I didn't have any idea why was this happening, so I just followed along believing that is because I was "entitled" or autistic (i got diagnosed at 9).
Later on at age 10-11 I started putting puzzle pieces together. I noticed some repeating features the people who got treated better than me (both by my "peers", teachers and other adults). I saw that they were either female or guys who were "good" at sports, had larger frames and weren't called a "weird looking" kid. Despite being usually taller than most of my "peers" I always had a god-awful frame, crooked teeth and a generally fucked up face.
I fully understood that it was all about looks and luck at probably age 13 after a very brutal school trip.
Later on at age 10-11 I started putting puzzle pieces together. I noticed some repeating features the people who got treated better than me (both by my "peers", teachers and other adults). I saw that they were either female or guys who were "good" at sports, had larger frames and weren't called a "weird looking" kid. Despite being usually taller than most of my "peers" I always had a god-awful frame, crooked teeth and a generally fucked up face.
I fully understood that it was all about looks and luck at probably age 13 after a very brutal school trip.