Venting I want to rot in my bed forever

[NeverGetUp]

I wasn't meant to live and going outside is dangerous for me so I decided I will just rot inside all day and do everything online from earning money to buying food or if I do have to go outside from time to time I will cover my face with something. Its the only way I can survive this hell as a subhuman and I already accepted that I just do not belong and that there is nothing I can do to ever fit in. Also, Im tired of college/school and will rather drop out than continue attending this prison for any longer. Fuck my life. I got bad bones, autism and fucked up teeth, therefore this is how I have to play

 

[NeverGetUp]

Not to mention I hate seeing couples outside and feel like decapitating everyone I see. Its really for the best that I stay inside since I also don't have enough power, intelligence and money to get away with crimes

 

[Penguin]

just sleep on the floor bro

 

[aipuweth]

Yeah I understand you, especially that covering your face part. I wish I could just wear ski-mask or something like that everytime I need to go outside. I don't care it's hot or cold, I just wanna hide my face.

 

[Karakol96]

Same

 

[Suigin Trismegistus]

I was rotting in mine just now.

 

[Suigin Trismegistus]

The thought just crossed my mind that perhaps I shall go back to rot there once more.

 

[Emba]

My doge keep yelling so I woke up

 

[psyop]

My doge keep yelling so I woke up

 

[Emba]

Moons me

 

[DarkStar]

I feel ya mang

It takes me like 20-30 minutes to crawl out of bed each morning

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Same

 

[allDead]

Samsies

 

[copemaxx9002]

Depression.is same

 

[underballer]

Same I’m giga ldar

 

[Lurkercel_678]

I wasn't meant to live and going outside is dangerous for me so I decided I will just rot inside all day and do everything online from earning money to buying food or if I do have to go outside from time to time I will cover my face with something. Its the only way I can survive this hell as a subhuman and I already accepted that I just do not belong and that there is nothing I can do to ever fit in. Also, Im tired of college/school and will rather drop out than continue attending this prison for any longer. Fuck my life. I got bad bones, autism and fucked up teeth, therefore this is how I have to play

I want to rot in a grave instead of go to college

 

[NeverGetUp]

I want to rot in a grave instead of go to college

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