I want to keep fighting

[never began]

Anyone get these random bursts of extreme will?

I know it's a losing battle, that i was probably setup by God to fail, but I don't wanna give up like that.

I don't wanna be the first man in my entire bloodline to fail to procreate, I don't want to let a potentially millions of years old line die out. I don't want my parents to realize I'm a loser, I want to live. I want to be happy. There's no logic, no how or why, I also know it's impossible, but I just feel it in my bones.

 

[City Incel]

Yeah, like once or twice a month maybe

Anyone get these random bursts of extreme will?

I know it's a losing battle, that i was probably setup by God to fail, but I don't wanna give up like that.

I don't wanna be the first man in my entire bloodline to fail to procreate, I don't want to let a potentially millions of years old line die out. I don't want my parents to realize I'm a loser, I want to live. I want to be happy. There's no logic, no how or why, I also know it's impossible, but I just feel it in my bones.

Ok, so you get inspired and in the zone and you truly want to live and do whatever the fuck is needed and to change your life and to accomplish a lot.

What do you do with this inspired mood? What do you typically accomplish the next 24h after you've had the episode of elevated / imspired mood?

I'm uh, curious.

 

[bannedincel]

Not in a looong time

 

[Deleted member 28708]

i still have the urge to grind but ascending from permanent inceldom is not an easy task

 

[CIA nigger]

i haven't felt a burst of optimism in a long while. i still continue but it is done with the thought that it is all in vain. at least when i rope i won't have additional regrets