SuicideFuel I want to die but I'm too much of a pussy

[boombasic]

I have 0 people in my life that understand the shit I'm going through, it feels like I'm always alone.
Everyone around me either has been or currently is in a relationship while I haven't even held the hands of someone in my life.
I'm 5'7
Built like twink and a 6/10 on a blessed day.
I'm not engineered to revieve love or affection from women. I tried coping and forcing the blue pill down my throat, but I learned that some people are just born to get all the love while others live alone.
I don't want that....I don't wanna live alone I'd rather die.
Every night I think about suicide, but I can't fathom the nothingness that comes after, it's scary.

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal first post

 

[Soliduscel]

over for us cowardcels, welcome.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Same. I get little joy out of life, but I'm too afraid to rope. Life is a curse for sub 5 autistic men.

 

[kruffy]

Gonna have to learn how to cope OP.

Same. I get little joy out of life, but I'm too afraid to rope. Life is a curse for sub 5 autistic men.

Agreed

 

[scrully]

Same, sometimes I hope my heart condition will get to me soon.