Venting I want my grandmother to die...

[INCELIBATE12]

It was only this past December that everything changed, when my grandmother (98 yrs old) began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice. My mother and I could not sleep because of it. Every night she does this—praying from 7 p.m. until as late as 3 a.m. She would only sleep for about 20 minutes, then start praying again. Our rooms are right next to each other, so we can hear everything clearly, and that is why we are unable to sleep.

There was a moment when I could no longer endure it, and I added 1/4 teaspoon of ethanol alcohol to the milk that I had prepared for her. However, nothing happened because it was not lethal in that amount. Still, it somewhat eased my mind because I realized I was capable of ending her life at any time I chose, especially if I could no longer bear this suffering—the constant lack of sleep and my inability to focus on the things I want to do, all due to the loudness of her voice. I also searched the internet and learned that it is possible to poison her using bleach mixed with alcohol, which can result in the production of chloroform. But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

I no longer love my grandmother. I now see her as a stranger and a burden given that she is disabled.

 

[endoftheskies]

It was only this past December that everything changed, when my grandmother (98 yrs old) began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice. My mother and I could not sleep because of it. Every night she does this—praying from 7 p.m. until as late as 3 a.m. She would only sleep for about 20 minutes, then start praying again. Our rooms are right next to each other, so we can hear everything clearly, and that is why we are unable to sleep.

There was a moment when I could no longer endure it, and I added 1/4 teaspoon of ethanol alcohol to the milk that I had prepared for her. However, nothing happened because it was not lethal in that amount. Still, it somewhat eased my mind because I realized I was capable of ending her life at any time I chose, especially if I could no longer bear this suffering—the constant lack of sleep and my inability to focus on the things I want to do, all due to the loudness of her voice. I also searched the internet and learned that it is possible to poison her using bleach mixed with alcohol, which can result in the production of chloroform. But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

I no longer love my grandmother. I now see her as a stranger and a burden given that she is disabled.

Damn, I hope I never have to think about killing a family member.

 

[Acorn]

Is she hot?

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Is she hot?

in her prime yes

 

[Acorn]

in her prime yes

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

Posting about your murder attempts online is not good for a first step.

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Posting about your murder attempts online is not good for a first step.

I'm not foolish enough to actually carry it out, because I could easily be caught in person. There might be foam coming out of her mouth, or she could taste the bitterness of what she drank and immediately report it.

 

[Dead End]

began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice. My mother and I could not sleep because of it. Every night she does this—praying from 7 p.m. until as late as 3 a.m. She would only sleep for about 20 minutes, then start praying again. Our rooms are right next to each other, so we can hear everything clearly, and that is why we are unable to sleep.

Brutal. I'd also want her to die if I were in your position.

I added 1/4 teaspoon of ethanol alcohol to the milk that I had prepared for her.

What did you expect to happen? That's a tiny quantity. People often down tens of mLs of ethanol just to get buzzed.

I now see her as a stranger and a burden given that she is disabled.

I sympathise. My grandmother had dementia, and I didn't view her as human. How could I when she was unable to speak competently, perform basic tasks, think for herself, etc. She just became a burden on the family. I think those with such mentally debilitating conditions should be euthanised, both for their own sake and for the sake of their family.

 

[ImperialArk]

Dying is a mercy sometimes

a hundred years ago the average life expectancy is like 50, living too long is not great

 

[Dead End]

Also, don't actually kill your grandmother. She'll likely be dead within a year or so anyways, and if you are caught you face severe legal consequences. It could easily ruin your life and it's not worth the risk.

 

[Itsoverm8]

But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

Too late for that lol

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Brutal. I'd also want her to die if I were in your position.

Yeah, it was an insufferable experience.

What did you expect to happen? That's a tiny quantity. People often down tens of mLs of ethanol just to get buzzed.

I was afraid to add too much at the time I put it in her milk because I thought something bad might happen.

I sympathise. My grandmother had dementia, and I didn't view her as human. How could I when she was unable to speak competently, perform basic tasks, think for herself, etc. She just became a burden on the family. I think those with such mentally debilitating conditions should be euthanised, both for their own sake and for the sake of their family.

It was comforting to find someone in this community who is going through the same situation as I am. I truly understand what you are experiencing, stranger, and I agree with the part about the immense suffering these individuals inflict on their family members and caregivers. They should be euthanized for their own sake as well as ours. There is no benefit for either party—only prolonged suffering. I sincerely wish that, in the future, this situation will change and that facilities will exist where people who are no longer capable of thinking for themselves or caring for themselves can be humanely euthanized, especially when their condition causes only stress and hardship to those around them, like us.

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Also, don't actually kill your grandmother. She'll likely be dead within a year or so anyways, and if you are caught you face severe legal consequences. It could easily ruin your life and it's not worth the risk.

I understand, Thank you :>

 

[Chirag gupta]

How to get put on a watchlist in your first post

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

my grandmother (98 yrs old) began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice.

Whore is close to death and still wants attention JFL

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Whore is close to death and still wants attention JFL

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

It was only this past December that everything changed, when my grandmother (98 yrs old) began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice. My mother and I could not sleep because of it. Every night she does this—praying from 7 p.m. until as late as 3 a.m. She would only sleep for about 20 minutes, then start praying again. Our rooms are right next to each other, so we can hear everything clearly, and that is why we are unable to sleep.

There was a moment when I could no longer endure it, and I added 1/4 teaspoon of ethanol alcohol to the milk that I had prepared for her. However, nothing happened because it was not lethal in that amount. Still, it somewhat eased my mind because I realized I was capable of ending her life at any time I chose, especially if I could no longer bear this suffering—the constant lack of sleep and my inability to focus on the things I want to do, all due to the loudness of her voice. I also searched the internet and learned that it is possible to poison her using bleach mixed with alcohol, which can result in the production of chloroform. But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

I no longer love my grandmother. I now see her as a stranger and a burden given that she is disabled.

i hate my mum

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

It was only this past December that everything changed, when my grandmother (98 yrs old) began speaking to herself alone in her room in a very loud voice. My mother and I could not sleep because of it. Every night she does this—praying from 7 p.m. until as late as 3 a.m. She would only sleep for about 20 minutes, then start praying again. Our rooms are right next to each other, so we can hear everything clearly, and that is why we are unable to sleep.

There was a moment when I could no longer endure it, and I added 1/4 teaspoon of ethanol alcohol to the milk that I had prepared for her. However, nothing happened because it was not lethal in that amount. Still, it somewhat eased my mind because I realized I was capable of ending her life at any time I chose, especially if I could no longer bear this suffering—the constant lack of sleep and my inability to focus on the things I want to do, all due to the loudness of her voice. I also searched the internet and learned that it is possible to poison her using bleach mixed with alcohol, which can result in the production of chloroform. But before doing so, I must plan it carefully so that I will not get caught.

I no longer love my grandmother. I now see her as a stranger and a burden given that she is disabled.

do it

beware of forensics
Thank you

 

[BS06]

wtf that’s messed up