I don't even care about looks. I just want a non overweight white girl to cuddle up with at night, watch movies with, eat out at restaurants with etc. I can't even imagine what sex with someone who is legitimately attracted to you is like. Not to mention the fact that she chose me out of every other possible guy she could have, even Chad ( yes I know all women still prefer Chad) I can't imagine how anyone could possibly be unhappy having that validation. Even if the relationship goes south at least you know you are capable of finding someone else.
Inceldom is the worst fate there is. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Even the normies who attack and hate us.
I don't know what's happening to me but I'm actually reaching a point where none of that really means anything to me.
Cuddling at night:
- Gotta keep the bedsheets clean and wash them regularly.
- I'm a shitty sleeper and there's no way I'm gonna sleep if someone's touching me or even breathing next to me.
- Worried about smelling like shit when I wake up
- Seeing how much a man she looks like without fakeup
- Have to go to bed at the same time, can't stay up all night like usual or sleep most of the day
Watch movies:
- I went out with a buddy to go watch a movie recently. I had been going on my own always up to then. I missed being by myself and doing whatever I want whenever I want. I have come to enjoy solo movie watching where the experience is just mine.
- I don't want to watch the types of movies women want to watch. I want violence/action/horror. Women want drama/romance/shit.
Eat at restaurants:
- I don't care about this at all either. I go to restaurants on my own sometimes. Otherwise I like eating at home with some TV or shitposting on the side.
I've got a lot of things I like to do with my time and none would be compatible with a foid. You might say I'm coping. Maybe I am. Maybe I'm wrong about it all. I don't know. But I think when you get so used to living on your own and actually start to find things about it you like, the concept of how normal people live in pairs seems foreign, strange, and disruptive. I don't know if I could do it at this point. I'm so far removed.