The only "reason" to exist today is to consume, come from work (if you are lucky enough to have one) and play video games for hours and masturbate watching porn. We have all the basic needs covered, we don't have to make any effort to feed ourselves, nor to survive in general.
I'm so bored of this life that I want something bad to happen, not a pandemic with a shitty virus with a 99% chance of survival, but something more serious, like a solar storm or something like that, just to have a reason to exist, to get up every day and feel self realized for being alive, I know I could die, but I'm so tired that I don't care, it's just the fact of seeing a change, even if it's for the worse, every day is exactly the same, one after the other.
I'm so bored of this life that I want something bad to happen, not a pandemic with a shitty virus with a 99% chance of survival, but something more serious, like a solar storm or something like that, just to have a reason to exist, to get up every day and feel self realized for being alive, I know I could die, but I'm so tired that I don't care, it's just the fact of seeing a change, even if it's for the worse, every day is exactly the same, one after the other.
