Death is inevitable. Unavoidable. Unpreventable. But at this moment in time, if there were a guaranteed way of dying, would I take it? If I make posts that I would take it - is that just my thoughts running wild or do I actually mean it?
I could very well change my mind at the last moment for whatever reason. I think this is why I'd never make a 'plan' to rope. I used to think that one day - decades or even years ahead - I would eventually rope, but now I see that I will probably just live out the rest of my life and die naturally.
That's not to say it is not possible for others. Certainly there are people who can do this. It's been done. It will be done in the future. But I realize that, for me personally, I simply can't.
Just food for thought.
I could very well change my mind at the last moment for whatever reason. I think this is why I'd never make a 'plan' to rope. I used to think that one day - decades or even years ahead - I would eventually rope, but now I see that I will probably just live out the rest of my life and die naturally.
That's not to say it is not possible for others. Certainly there are people who can do this. It's been done. It will be done in the future. But I realize that, for me personally, I simply can't.
Just food for thought.
