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High school, middle school, elementary school..you name it. I always put on my headphones and just heard love songs while walking to school alone, or at the bus stop alone. I never told any of my friends (when I had) that I listened to these songs. I always kept it to myself and from everyone.
I always thought maybe one day I'd bump into a girl at school who would actually love me, and I can experience something that I have never experienced before, but I never ever did.
It's very depressing. When you get older and you hear old love songs that you listened to as a kid it hurts. It really does hurt you, because you realize you have accomplished nothing in the past 10+ years, and you are still the same old incel loner. The same old unwanted guy you always have been, only now I've accepted my place, instead of continuing to be a bluepilled in denial normie who would cope by being the class clown, and making everyone laugh.
I always thought maybe one day I'd bump into a girl at school who would actually love me, and I can experience something that I have never experienced before, but I never ever did.
It's very depressing. When you get older and you hear old love songs that you listened to as a kid it hurts. It really does hurt you, because you realize you have accomplished nothing in the past 10+ years, and you are still the same old incel loner. The same old unwanted guy you always have been, only now I've accepted my place, instead of continuing to be a bluepilled in denial normie who would cope by being the class clown, and making everyone laugh.
