SuicideFuel I used to have this one foid friend when I was 8, now, 14 years later, I finally tried to search for her and the result is killing me.

[Monikak]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

I think of her from time to time, but I never bothered searching for her, especially when I thought “how the hell would I find her?”

Until yesterday, I finally decided to search for her full name (that I still remember) then I found out she was awarded during high school, so I got the name of the school which was also the same high school I went to! and then I asked one of those smart friends if he knew her

He knew her, told me she’s a med student, and sent me her Instagram profile.

So that’s it, I finally found my first crush, but she is living in another world now…I’m a 5’6 ugly incel with glasses, And she is a foid in the hypergamous world who also has a thousand followers despite it being a locked account, and she’s also a med student while I’m a fucking unemployed chud! What a life!

“In another life…” or maybe “Join me in death”

 

[EndraCel0]

Remember that women live life on easy mode, no matter what she was doing, she would have still been better off than you as she has holes than men like to use

 

[Monikak]

Remember that women live life on easy mode, no matter what she was doing, she would have still been better off than you as she has holes than men like to use

I know that fact, but the idea of her is now dead.

 

[rcnfive]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

 

[ER-maxxing]

Fucking hell. I've had the same experience with holes from elementary and high school. Some, back then, chubby and ugly Russian hole, turned into an absolute giga Stacy, going to university and shit. Similar story with other holes. I did study too, but only computer science and only at a college. Now I am NEETmaxxing.

 

[Meditation X]

Bet that hurts differently

 

[Monikak]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

Bet that hurts differently

I have been listening to some sad music like a normie who is having their first broken heart. I guess it made me feel something.

 

[Monikak]

Fucking hell. I've had the same experience with holes from elementary and high school. Some, back then, chubby and ugly Russian hole, turned into an absolute giga Stacy, going to university and shit. Similar story with other holes. I did study too, but only computer science and only at a college. Now I am NEETmaxxing.

She’s slavic, the wall is going to find her eventually.

 

[Lv99_BixNood]

This is the moment when you'll get hit by a truck and wake up again in grade school.

 

[Monikak]

This is the moment when you'll get hit by a truck and wake up again in grade school.

If only I am sure there’s another life, I will off myself now, anything just to live that life again.

 

[Ijustwantbehappy]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

I think of her from time to time, but I never bothered searching for her, especially when I thought “how the hell would I find her?”

Until yesterday, I finally decided to search for her full name (that I still remember) then I found out she was awarded during high school, so I got the name of the school which was also the same high school I went to! and then I asked one of those smart friends if he knew her

He knew her, told me she’s a med student, and sent me her Instagram profile.

So that’s it, I finally found my first crush, but she is living in another world now…I’m a 5’6 ugly incel with glasses, And she is a foid in the hypergamous world who also has a thousand followers despite it being a locked account, and she’s also a med student while I’m a fucking unemployed chud! What a life!

“In another life…” or maybe “Join me in death”

That really sucks. I often dream of being in a relationship but because of my terrible appearance, I can't seem to make it happen

 

[GeckoBus]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

I think of her from time to time, but I never bothered searching for her, especially when I thought “how the hell would I find her?”

Until yesterday, I finally decided to search for her full name (that I still remember) then I found out she was awarded during high school, so I got the name of the school which was also the same high school I went to! and then I asked one of those smart friends if he knew her

He knew her, told me she’s a med student, and sent me her Instagram profile.

So that’s it, I finally found my first crush, but she is living in another world now…I’m a 5’6 ugly incel with glasses, And she is a foid in the hypergamous world who also has a thousand followers despite it being a locked account, and she’s also a med student while I’m a fucking unemployed chud! What a life!

“In another life…” or maybe “Join me in death”

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bdp4a3HUx60

 

[Skoga]

Incel story #43832453

 

[Monikak]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bdp4a3HUx60

 

[vco]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

I think of her from time to time, but I never bothered searching for her, especially when I thought “how the hell would I find her?”

Until yesterday, I finally decided to search for her full name (that I still remember) then I found out she was awarded during high school, so I got the name of the school which was also the same high school I went to! and then I asked one of those smart friends if he knew her

He knew her, told me she’s a med student, and sent me her Instagram profile.

So that’s it, I finally found my first crush, but she is living in another world now…I’m a 5’6 ugly incel with glasses, And she is a foid in the hypergamous world who also has a thousand followers despite it being a locked account, and she’s also a med student while I’m a fucking unemployed chud! What a life!

“In another life…” or maybe “Join me in death”

this is so brutal when you see childhood friends do better than you because they won the genetic lottery and you're a subhuman defact

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

 

[Mailercel]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

Brutal, she would probably walk past you bleeding out on the street because you are a sub-5 now. Any connection you had is gone.

 

[Monikak]

Brutal, she would probably walk past you bleeding out on the street because you are a sub-5 now. Any connection you had is gone.

It’s kinda brutal ain’t it?

 

[Deco]

That's why I never look those things up. It's a terrifying thought knowing that those who wronged me might be in a better situation.

 

[Emba]

My condolences bro

 

[VλREN]

This is the moment when you'll get hit by a truck and wake up again in grade school.

This the moment truck became grade school

 

[Rasama]

Brutal when everyone you know had gone so far in life, even your crush

That feeling of not being good enough bro, i feel ya..


View: https://youtu.be/TMr6subvuQI?si=KC4S2IhUGND6H1dU

 

[Monikak]

Brutal when everyone you know had gone so far in life, even your crush

That feeling of not being good enough bro, i feel ya..


View: https://youtu.be/TMr6subvuQI?si=KC4S2IhUGND6H1dU

โหดร้าย…

 

[MajorThomas666]

I remember talking and spending time with her when we were little kids, and I even made a promise to her that one day I would be smart as her

Then she moved to another school, and then I never get to see her again, for almost a decade and a half, that memory was buried deep inside of me

I think of her from time to time, but I never bothered searching for her, especially when I thought “how the hell would I find her?”

Until yesterday, I finally decided to search for her full name (that I still remember) then I found out she was awarded during high school, so I got the name of the school which was also the same high school I went to! and then I asked one of those smart friends if he knew her

He knew her, told me she’s a med student, and sent me her Instagram profile.

So that’s it, I finally found my first crush, but she is living in another world now…I’m a 5’6 ugly incel with glasses, And she is a foid in the hypergamous world who also has a thousand followers despite it being a locked account, and she’s also a med student while I’m a fucking unemployed chud! What a life!

“In another life…” or maybe “Join me in death”

never look up anyone on social media. it will scar you.

Did this with a crush in HS that bought a house two years ago down my road; it was very small. Thought, oh, well, sheMs married but she's gotta work. Then one day I see her driving a 140,000 dollar BMW, so I look her up and she owns and rents the home out and actually lives 1000 miles in Florida and owns ten race horses and lives in a 10,000 square foot home and fucks Chad.

 

[MajorThomas666]

That's why I never look those things up. It's a terrifying thought knowing that those who wronged me might be in a better situation.

everyone

 

[MajorThomas666]

Fucking hell. I've had the same experience with holes from elementary and high school. Some, back then, chubby and ugly Russian hole, turned into an absolute giga Stacy, going to university and shit. Similar story with other holes. I did study too, but only computer science and only at a college. Now I am NEETmaxxing.

Knew a 300lb sub5 'femcel' who became a giga stacy nurse

 

[Monikak]

never look up anyone on social media. it will scar you.

Did this with a crush in HS that bought a house two years ago down my road; it was very small. Thought, oh, well, sheMs married but she's gotta work. Then one day I see her driving a 140,000 dollar BMW, so I look her up and she owns and rents the home out and actually lives 1000 miles in Florida and owns ten race horses and lives in a 10,000 square foot home and fucks Chad.

Hell, I will say this again, if you’re foid and you’re not so fucking stupid, your life will easily be heavenly.

 

[cirno369]

Incel story #43832453

It's a nice story

 

[Monikak]

It's a nice story

 

[RopingSoon]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

 

[nihilum]

Rape her in Grand Theft Auto V

 

[nihilum]

She will be a doctor while you rot in incels.is

 

[Slut_Annihilator298]

Man, looking up old classmates from school and how they're doing now is so brutal. They're all either happy, have a good job, or are very social and have plenty of friends. I check none of those boxes in my case.

 

[captchawaffen]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

 

[SEAtruecel]

i've gone back and looked at people i've known, it's all suicide fuel

Real shit. I never look back.