When I was a child I was an extrovert, a severe case. I used to talk to everyone and made new friends by talking to random people. I didn’t care about (or rather was oblivious to) the way people thought of me. When I found incel spaces at around 14 years old, I realized why people treated me badly. I hadn’t fully digested the blackpill but I became more of an introvert because I realized that everyone hates me. It only takes 13 milliseconds for someone to decide if you are attractive or not after all. I still see flashes of my former extrovert personality coming back, but the damage might be irreparable.
