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Tldr. I got into a fight with my trans aunt because they fucked up my arm trying to show me they could beat me up and I tried to strangle them. Now I feel like a psycho.
[UWSL]Kinda just need to vent right now. I got into it pretty bad with my aunt and I tried to strangle her for a bit.[/UWSL][UWSL] I need to clarify she was a man, bigger than me, and trained.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Things started when they told me they could beat me up because they did MMA for years. I laughed and said I don't know I'm not that helpless so they decided to show me.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I put my arm out and told them to stop but they put me in arm lock and flexed and my arm started popping and hyper-extended so I freaked out and fell backwards to get away but they wouldn't let go.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I eventually got on top and they tossed me but I got back on and lost my shit because they wouldn't quit so I put my hand around their neck and tried to strangle them until I came to.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I feel horrible because they looked so shocked but I couldn't control myself because they fucked up my arm pretty bad. I didn't feel anything at the time but the desire to choke them unconscious.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]If you read through that shit then thanks. I'm just surprised with how violent and ruthless I became and don't know how to process it. It's one thing to have those thoughts and another to act on it I've found today.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Kinda just need to vent right now. I got into it pretty bad with my aunt and I tried to strangle her for a bit.[/UWSL][UWSL] I need to clarify she was a man, bigger than me, and trained.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Things started when they told me they could beat me up because they did MMA for years. I laughed and said I don't know I'm not that helpless so they decided to show me.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I put my arm out and told them to stop but they put me in arm lock and flexed and my arm started popping and hyper-extended so I freaked out and fell backwards to get away but they wouldn't let go.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I eventually got on top and they tossed me but I got back on and lost my shit because they wouldn't quit so I put my hand around their neck and tried to strangle them until I came to.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I feel horrible because they looked so shocked but I couldn't control myself because they fucked up my arm pretty bad. I didn't feel anything at the time but the desire to choke them unconscious.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]If you read through that shit then thanks. I'm just surprised with how violent and ruthless I became and don't know how to process it. It's one thing to have those thoughts and another to act on it I've found today.[/UWSL]