After the first time taking advice you would think I'd stop.
After the second time taking advice you would think I'd stop.
After this third time taking advice I probably wont stop.
Went outside almost everyday. Got """involved""" in the community despite not caring. Hobbies which I hated and only served to make me feel even more inferior when comparing myself to others who actually have some talent. """Meds""". Achieved visible abs. New haircut. New clothes. Forced positivity. No more games. Random walks in public to become more comfortable.
Do all that and fail while some other guy just has success randomly. I want to stop caring but how do you stop caring about your life.
After the second time taking advice you would think I'd stop.
After this third time taking advice I probably wont stop.
Went outside almost everyday. Got """involved""" in the community despite not caring. Hobbies which I hated and only served to make me feel even more inferior when comparing myself to others who actually have some talent. """Meds""". Achieved visible abs. New haircut. New clothes. Forced positivity. No more games. Random walks in public to become more comfortable.
Do all that and fail while some other guy just has success randomly. I want to stop caring but how do you stop caring about your life.
