11gaijin
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So I had a bad day today and I was talking with my mom on the phone regarding it. She was trying to calm me down and offer suggestions related to that. However I don't give a fuck about it. I was pissed that things are not going as planned and I said what deep down I really want even though it wasn't directly related to that. I said to her that in the end I just want to look good. That is all I want. And she was a bit surprised yet supportive. She knows that I will be having a jaw surgery down the line but she doesn't know that how much the blackpill has affected me. Surgery maxxing is my only cope but I want to do it asap. When other things in life are not going as planned it becomes difficult to keep hopes. I can't accept its over before surgeries but I'll have to do all of them asap. Time is running out.