I thought it was puberty that fucked me up but I looked at old pictures of me and realize I was deformed from day 1

[rotting-alone]

My baby pictures. Elementary school, high school, all over the place. I am subhuman trash.

What sucks is that my parents both have really sharp, defined, features and my sister got them too. I am a genetic abomination. A freak of nature. I look hideous and I honestly can't even be mad at femoids anymore: if I was a foid I would be repulsed just looking at me. There is no way in hell a foid could look at my face for a 30 minute date, let alone up-close as we kiss or have sex.

How can I expect anyone on this planet to love me when I look as deformed as I do. Leathery discolored skin, crooked nose, weak frame, lines under eyes, forehead lines, horrible canthal titl. Even BlackOps2cel mogs me!!!!

I know I say this a lot. But it's fucking OVER. I'm going to sign off from here and it's going to end. Either I'm going to rope, or moneymaxx and get surgery and ascend. There is no middle ground. I can't take this shit anymore. Either I'm going to rise above the storm and find a woman who wants to hold me and love me, or I will be devoured by the crashing waves. It's. Fucking. Over.

Sorry for the rant.

 

[Deleted member 265]

u will keep writing words like this but u will never take action as u rot until ur 30s

 

[ToDragonia]

How can I expect anyone on this planet to love me when I look as deformed as I do.

Simple don't expect love from anyone you should already know the world is unfair, just live in a way that you have to suffer the least

 

[TheRealChincel]

Sorry to hear that, OP.