I was orbiter, and emotional tampon to foid when young. She was incredibly intelligent so we did have a lot to talk, and laugh about. What I noticed is as she rode the carousel, for each guy she would fall in love with a feature. Oh chad had really beautiful arms. Oh brad had a nice butt. Oh jim had a beautiful chest. Oh mike had such wide shoulders. Oh john had a really big penis. On, and on, and on. She would never accept it verbally, but I kept black pilling her. You know that tall guy who was 6'5", who was nice in every way, but too plain for you? Looks, that is why you feel no passion. You know that short , fat, bald guy, with an ok face, and great job that is a gentleman, that just annoys you, but you can't figure out why? Looks, that is why. You know that really charismatic narcissist that you fell for hard, despite him being such a jerk who treated you horribly? Looks, thats why.
The problem with this scenario is simple. You marry roastie, you automatically compete with chad's arms, brad's butt, jim's chest, mike's shoulders, and the halo effect for all of these guys rolled into one AFFA MALE, ONE BIG UBERMENSCH AFFA MALE. You also automatically assume all of the bad traits, and negative halo effect of every guy she rejected for any period of time you are not the UBERMENSCH AFFA MALE!!!
So not only can she not pair bond, and has a competely seered conscience when it comes to being a whore, you need to jestermaxx, to compensate for not being an imaginary AFFA MALE UBERMENSCH. Don't worry though, she will just, "Grow apart", and divorce rape you for all your "Character failings", before she "Finds herself" again.
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