NapoliPizzaPie
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I want to as a human being be a part of society and be accepted for that.
You know, I just want to be something.
I don't know - I remember when I was little, there were all these mythological historical figures that I looked up to - Bill Gates for computer science, Atticus Finch for lawyers, Edison for electrical engineers, Sam Walton for business, the Founding Fathers for politicians, Vincent Van Gogh for artists, fuck, just think about all the authors for aspiring writers - J.K. Rowling, Steven King, Charles Dickens, Shakespeare, etc.; Martin Luther King Jr. for social activists; Mother Teresa and Pope John Paul II for aspiring Catholic religious leaders, Jerry Maguire and John Madden for sports industry enthusiasts; and so on and so on.
It wasn't just the fact that what these people achieved is incredible and awe-inspiring things for people like me, it's the fact that people all around me valued and respected such individuals.
I thought that if I could just strive to become one of these figures, and came anywhere close to that, everything would fall into place, and that I should fight like hell and do everything I could to become one of these figures, or at least something close to that.
I've noticed a giant cultural shift starting around 2010-2011 and lasting to the present day that these cultural giants aren't even remembered anymore, or people just don't care.
I feel like our culture is so braindead, degenerate, materialistic, and fucking shallow that nobody even values these people anymore.
The only thing people value are threefold- getting drunk on the weekends, having sexual conquests, and eventually getting married and having kids so your kids can experience the same. That's it.
What the fuck does it say about me when I don't have any of these things, meaning I have no value?
I remember being little around the time before this cultural shift happened where I was told "strive to be the next so and so and so and so, don't waste your time and energy in risking teenage pregnancy and stunting your growth."
Boy, I was the only f***ing retard that didn't bother being a rebel, and now I've paid like an enormous toll on my spiritual well being for not being a rebel. All my peers have outcasted me and stomped on me to the corners of a f***ing incel website, just because I conformed to my parents and social leaders. Women spit on me, guys get hostile to me.
Everyone just says "hey bucko, not everything is about sex and having fun, go out and do something with your life" to me when I feel such enormous pain and sadness,
BUT IT LITERALLY IS. NOBODY VALUES ANYTHING BUT SEX AND GETTING WASTED.
There's no point in striving to be the next Van Gogh or Martin Luther King Jr. or Bill Gates - because nobody, nobody f***ing cares. They only care if you've gotten your dick wet
You know, I just want to be something.
I don't know - I remember when I was little, there were all these mythological historical figures that I looked up to - Bill Gates for computer science, Atticus Finch for lawyers, Edison for electrical engineers, Sam Walton for business, the Founding Fathers for politicians, Vincent Van Gogh for artists, fuck, just think about all the authors for aspiring writers - J.K. Rowling, Steven King, Charles Dickens, Shakespeare, etc.; Martin Luther King Jr. for social activists; Mother Teresa and Pope John Paul II for aspiring Catholic religious leaders, Jerry Maguire and John Madden for sports industry enthusiasts; and so on and so on.
It wasn't just the fact that what these people achieved is incredible and awe-inspiring things for people like me, it's the fact that people all around me valued and respected such individuals.
I thought that if I could just strive to become one of these figures, and came anywhere close to that, everything would fall into place, and that I should fight like hell and do everything I could to become one of these figures, or at least something close to that.
I've noticed a giant cultural shift starting around 2010-2011 and lasting to the present day that these cultural giants aren't even remembered anymore, or people just don't care.
I feel like our culture is so braindead, degenerate, materialistic, and fucking shallow that nobody even values these people anymore.
The only thing people value are threefold- getting drunk on the weekends, having sexual conquests, and eventually getting married and having kids so your kids can experience the same. That's it.
What the fuck does it say about me when I don't have any of these things, meaning I have no value?
I remember being little around the time before this cultural shift happened where I was told "strive to be the next so and so and so and so, don't waste your time and energy in risking teenage pregnancy and stunting your growth."
Boy, I was the only f***ing retard that didn't bother being a rebel, and now I've paid like an enormous toll on my spiritual well being for not being a rebel. All my peers have outcasted me and stomped on me to the corners of a f***ing incel website, just because I conformed to my parents and social leaders. Women spit on me, guys get hostile to me.
Everyone just says "hey bucko, not everything is about sex and having fun, go out and do something with your life" to me when I feel such enormous pain and sadness,
BUT IT LITERALLY IS. NOBODY VALUES ANYTHING BUT SEX AND GETTING WASTED.
There's no point in striving to be the next Van Gogh or Martin Luther King Jr. or Bill Gates - because nobody, nobody f***ing cares. They only care if you've gotten your dick wet
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