I've lost 8lbs in 9 days (and I'm not a fatty with much to lose). I literally have no interest in eating. All I can bother with is some whey/coconut milk shake, just so I don't rot away completely. I used to be drawn to all types of food, Moe's used to be huge for me. Now I drive by Moe's and I feel fucking nothing.
My other cope was music. I used to blast it in my car, around my apartment, in my shower. But recently, it just feels like annoying racket that reminds me of better times, when I had bluepilled hope.
My life now consists of sitting in a poorly lit apartment, in dead silence, browsing these god damn forums.
My other cope was music. I used to blast it in my car, around my apartment, in my shower. But recently, it just feels like annoying racket that reminds me of better times, when I had bluepilled hope.
My life now consists of sitting in a poorly lit apartment, in dead silence, browsing these god damn forums.
