I think my depression is starting to hit critical mass

[Its0verMuhNigga]

After digesting so many blackpills over the months and lurking the most depressing sites. I think my psyche is finally starting to unravel. And I'm starting to think I'll never recover from this. 

But like a crack addict. I keep coming back for more. Does anyone share my feelings ?

 

[Mahlo]

Your mind has been bereft of truth for so long that now you're addicted to it. The blackpill is LIBERATING in its honesty. So yes, I actually feel better when I'm away from the site. But I always come back for more

 

[WorldRulerAisha]

just relax and crack a cold one. I feel better right now.

 

[Its0verMuhNigga]

Your mind has been bereft of truth for so long that now you're addicted to it. The blackpill is LIBERATING in its honesty. So yes, I actually feel better when I'm away from the site. But I always come back for more

Not really. I've always had these thoughts in my mind since early childhood. It's just that I've always found activities to cope. Now I'm starting to realize that I'm adrift in an endless ocean with no light on the horizon. 

Feels bad.

 

[Bigbird]

After digesting so many blackpills over the months and lurking the most depressing sites. I think my psyche is finally starting to unravel. And I'm starting to think I'll never recover from this. 

But like a crack addict. I keep coming back for more. Does anyone share my feelings ?

Your depression will ease up and it will get worse later on. Try to be happy because it will get worse. I idolize my youth with everything I have got. Its fuckin over brother.

 

[Its0verMuhNigga]

Your depression will ease up and it will get worse later on. Try to be happy because it will get worse. I idolize my youth with everything I have got. Its fuckin over brother.

At least you still have that. I'm old and getting so tired as the years slip by faster and faster. I've spent almost half my life doing nothing and accomplishing nothing of value. Whatever copes I formerly had are becoming increasingly meaningless in my pathetic excuse for existence. 

In addition, my appetite is also waning. I only consume around 400 calories a day now.  It's over.  Or at least I hope it will be soon.