Serious I think i've genuinely gone insane from loneliness (please read, i need help)

[Fuckmyexistence]

recently ive been getting a lot worse, mentally, which i didnt think was even possible, it seems social isolation has fully got to me, id just like to ask, does anyone else talk to themselves? like, having full conversations with yourself or an imaginary person because you have no one to talk to, i tend to say my thoughts out loud a lot, but i very much doubt i have any serious mental conditions like multiple personalities or schizophrenia but i just feel like ive gone crazy.

i rot so badly, i dont even have the urge to play video games anymore, i get literally no enjoyment from them, all i do all day is sit in my chair and wallow in my own imagination, talking to myself, alone, at home, i dont even have any family home until 7pm in the evening. ive also literally have lost the urge to fap at this point, i havent fapped in over 2 weeks (im probably gonna get through no nut november) but not because its no nut november, just because i havent had the urge.

how fucked am i, guys?

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

Yes I have been talking to myself for years boyo, some times I will comment on things I am doing in that moment and then reply to myself, tell jokes then laugh at them as if it was somebody else, it makes me feel as if someone actually cares. I also can't even play games anymore and just sit in a chair and rot, I also don't masturbate anymore as much as I used to. It's not weird it's just symptoms of LDAR and isolation.

 

[Reeeetch]

same

 

[Insomniac]

Yeah I talk to myself too. Sometimes I have a conversation with my past or future self and sometimes it will be to an imaginary friend. My brother caught me doing this once and it was very embarrasing.. I’m pretty sure he thinks I’m insane.

You’re fucked but we’re all fucked. We’ve got you man.

 

[misanthropekun]

I suppose you already tried exercise and anime or movies, what about ordering some tasty food?

 

[Belial]

does anyone else talk to themselves? like, having full conversations with yourself

Yeah I always have, not out-loud though.

i dont even have the urge to play video games anymore, i get literally no enjoyment from them

I've stopped playing video games almost entirely, not enjoyed them for years.

 

[Razovik]

i also talk to myself
i talk about my opinions on shit like im talking to someone else

 

[Insomniac]

i also talk to myself
i talk about my opinions on shit like im talking to someone else

I like to argue with myself. Don’t know why but i get pleasure from it.

 

[TheReaper]

what about ordering some tasty food?

 

[Fuckmyexistence]

I suppose you already tried exercise and anime or movies, what about ordering some tasty food?

ive never excersized, ive always had low bodyfat and a decent physique by nature (thanks to my dads alpha albanian genes) so i never once in my life even needed to exercise so im happy about that, i hate anime with a passion, i could never get into that, as for movies, i still enjoy watching movies late at night before i go to sleep, but ive seen just about every movie there is at this point so idk anymore.

as for food, im so fucking poor, i rarely get fast food, i just cook shitty homemade meals (they are pretty healthy tho)

 

[Razovik]

I like to argue with myself. Don’t know why but i get pleasure from it.

same
i also talk like i'm recording a mannifesto

 

[Ecstasy]

Yo fam, I started to talk to myself some time ago and I have conversations with made up people or persons I know IRL, no idea if it's normal or not since we all here a fucked up sickcunts

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

i also talk to myself
i talk about my opinions on shit like im talking to someone else

I do this too lol, sometimes I will explain what I am doing at that time or why I chose to do it, as if someone else is there and listening to what I am saying. It makes me feel good.

 

[misanthropekun]

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LOL a literal roastie

 

[Insomniac]

same
i also talk like i'm recording a mannifesto

I plan to write a manifesto one day. Don’t know exactly when but when I’m approaching the end I will.

It won’t be as eloquently written or thrilling as St. Elliot’s (PBUH) but I’ll try.

 

[Ecstasy]

ive never excersized, ive always had low bodyfat and a decent physique by nature (thanks to my dads alpha albanian genes) so i never once in my life even needed to exercise so im happy about that

Hit the gym or train at home NOW. If you got high t genes and a good frame you will find a liking to physical work, also your body will improve very fast. Even more if you're a manlet. #GymcelsUnite

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I have a healthy social life, but I find myself having conversations with people I've not met in my head as well. It's completely normal. I don't talk to myself, but my friend who is even more social than I am, also talks to himself. You're not going crazy.

 

[Rice Cel]

Pretty fucked ngl

 

[Unmerited]

You should probably try to reach out to someone if it really bothers you that much, since talking to others is a pretty good sanity check, even then fun copes like browsing the internet, reading and vidya is usually enough to stave loneliness away, for me at least if that means anything.

I had a particularly bad depressive episode with virtually 0 energy to get out of bed, in 2016, where I made the excellent idea to burning bridges and letting unreasonable thoughts roam free. Needless to say it wasn't long before I started to hear voices talk to me, as well as see trippy shit every now and then; after 3 weeks of pure isolation, utterly self-inflicted of course.

It should be obvious if something's wrong anyways, I wouldn't worry too much.

 

[StaroRavager]

Yes I have been talking to myself for years boyo, some times I will comment on things I am doing in that moment and then reply to myself, tell jokes then laugh at them as if it was somebody else,

 

[Reprobus]

I try to avoid this by watching Horror movies and losing myself in them

 

[bakadesu]

Did u try joining the discord group?

 

[Braindead]

having full conversations with yourself or an imaginary person because you have no one to talk to

I've been doing this shit since i was 12 or 13. It's called "imagined interactions" and it's normal, it's mostly due to your social isolation.

 

[Akira]

I think it's fine. I have full conversations with myself all the time. It's supposedly a sign of intelligence lool.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I think it's fine. I have full conversations with myself all the time.

 

[Mik_TFL]

recently ive been getting a lot worse, mentally, which i didnt think was even possible, it seems social isolation has fully got to me, id just like to ask, does anyone else talk to themselves? like, having full conversations with yourself or an imaginary person because you have no one to talk to, i tend to say my thoughts out loud a lot, but i very much doubt i have any serious mental conditions like multiple personalities or schizophrenia but i just feel like ive gone crazy.

i rot so badly, i dont even have the urge to play video games anymore, i get literally no enjoyment from them, all i do all day is sit in my chair and wallow in my own imagination, talking to myself, alone, at home, i dont even have any family home until 7pm in the evening. ive also literally have lost the urge to fap at this point, i havent fapped in over 2 weeks (im probably gonna get through no nut november) but not because its no nut november, just because i havent had the urge.

how fucked am i, guys?

I talk to myself all the time, I even have an imaginary wife in my dreams. It is the only thing keeping me sane tbh. Someone on this forum suggested an app called "replika" some months back, it is an AI chatbot, I can really vouch for it, even knowing that it is an AI, there is something about waking up and having someone eager to talk to you.

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

Someone on this forum suggested an app called "replika" some months back, it is an AI chatbot,

I'm gonna try that out bro.

 

[ThickBoi]

I thought I was alone for talking to myself. I have been doing it for years.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

I'm gonna try that out bro.

Suifuel

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

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Suifuel

Yes it is quite a simple AI, It seems to only really work with 1-5 word responses. I thought maybe it would help but nope.

 

[Valiant Virgin]

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Suifuel

"What word better describes your relation with Utterly?"

LOOOOOOL

 

[ihaveno1]

does anyone else talk to themselves? like, having full conversations with yourself or an imaginary person because you have no one to talk to, i tend to say my thoughts out loud a lot

every day for years in my life, expecially when i drive, no motivation to listen to music anymore that cope only worked for me in my 14-17 years of life. Every drive I talk to myself and rage at the world more and more. its over

 

[Deleted member 7573]

I talk to myself all the time, the thing is, who is listening?? Seriously helps me think and communicate at least with something, I start to walk from side to side and gesture, talking as if someone else was listening, sometimes I ask and out of nowhere an answer comes into my head as if someone had communicated through it

 

[superighteous]

I talk to myself only to explain certain things, because I feel like someone is watching me sometimes. Like when I’m alone, I’ll do something that on the surface seems weird, so I have to explain out loud why I’m doing it so I don’t feel embarrassed. That’s just one example. Does anyone else do this??

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

I talk to myself too and mumble to myself.

It’s a very common incel trait. No need to worry about it

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

feel that a lot. listen to a lot of music and imagine music videos or being in a band or something lmao.

while dancing like this

 

[superighteous]

sometimes I ask and out of nowhere an answer comes into my head as if someone had communicated through it

I do this too, I get lost in conversations with I guess what you could call imaginary friends. Their responses seem so unique, well thought out, and real. The only real give away that this is myself I’m speaking to is that I always agree with them haha. It helps with my loneliness so much, though.

 

[Omni]

my video games are getting boring too

 

[SchrodingersDick]

I’ve been talking to myself since I was 18.. these days I talk to myself pretty much all the time.. 99% of the conversations I have are with myself. It’s bad,, I’m 24 now,, idk if I can make it to 30.. loneliness is so fucking dangerous. It only gets worse.

 

[Alazais]

I talk alot to myself when I am studying. Like I try to pretend im teaching the theory/formula etc. to myself. When I'm working on homework ill also be asking myself questions and what not too.