SuicideFuel i think ive fucked it even more

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obvs ive always been skinny and ugly and never been able to get women, and this has affected my physical and especially mental health, but now i have just let myself go too far.

Im still ugly, still receding hairline, still just extremely subhuman, but now im skinnyfat.
Of course, i could go to an escort and do it again, ( i did see an escort when i was skinny, the whole experience was fucking cringy so i dont even know why i want to do it again but i am so fucking lonely and sex deprived. God she was such a cunt, after the session she was giving me all this bullshit - "Teehee now that u have had sex u can go on tinder and pick up, GOD THAT MADE ME INTERNALLY RAGE)
but i just cant do it. I know, escorts dont give a fuck what u look like, they just want ur money, but i just wouldnt be able to bring myself to be naked in front of the whore looking what i am looking like now. Maybe if i was average looking i could deal with it, but not with this face, because its a combination of subhumanity.


Oh well, i guess im destined to be ugly and alone forever like i always have been since my stupid mother brought me into this fucked world.

PLEASE PASS THE ROPE

 

[Saigon Depression]

I wish I could add something substantial or say something like "It will get better" or something like that, but I can't.
This is our life.
The best we can hope for is a quick and painless death.
Hopefully, it will be coming soon.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

I wish I could add something substantial or say something like "It will get better" or something like that, but I can't.
This is our life.
The best we can hope for is a quick and painless death.
Hopefully, it will be coming soon.

thanks boyo