Man I hate the fact that my mom always denies that I have it when I lived for years with it and had situations and behaviours and gestures no normal person do
Hi autist, I realized I had it at 11, My parents always ignored me when I screamed or started rocking, Only later did I realize it was stimming, something nd ppl do
I’m a bit spazzy ngk
Same, but not clumsy in the way that foids would find me adorable and hug me, Girls get hugs all the time, sick girl came back to school today and her friend sat in the other chair facing her and she hugged her to her chest for 5 minutes and rocked her gently meanwhile I seethe inside and they look at me like I'm a disgusting thing not made by nature
Parents seem to always been in denial of it. Mine believe if I go to therapy I'll have it all fix or that it will go away. Even though all therapy is gonna do is basically train me to act different, something that is not me something I cant do naturally.
Life trained me to cope with being different, and I picked up ways to blend in even tho I still suck at it when confronted in a sudden social situation with a non autist
What ways did you picked up, if you dont kind me asking?
Way of Hiding the autism (barely)
Like continously keeping eye contact with people, or like regularly using facial expressions?
Yes, when they do stuff to you like laughing and doing other stuff I don't know how to explain, just maintain eye contact, look away for a bit chuckle and look back until they get off your back
that sounds tireding to do, have you managed to fool people?
No, they get the creeps from me always, You can't be a faker when you are mentally challenged.
