Romancel
Life is a lie, welcome to Hell
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- Joined
- Jun 1, 2021
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No reciprocated affection towards women is causing this strange feeling of lethargic apathy towards anything sexual or romantic. It's like I'm fully burnt out of energy for trying or even wanting it, whenever it comes to mind it passes very quick. It's like life doesn't seem real now. I'm 26 & autistic & ethnic. This feels worse than before, when a woman seemed enticing although unobtainable...At least before I felt frustration, & pain. now along this asexual dysphoria my other emotions, mental & spiritual drives feel like they're going to plummet into nothing. Like walking around with your mental/spiritual body killed & reanimated, only feeling left that you can even identify as a human is a deep sinking feeling in your chest telling you it's over.