I think I'm actually losing it

[killchad]

There is this fictional girl, I don't even know what she looks like, or what her voice is or her name, I just now she's there watching me. I constantly feel like she's possessing IRL people like my relatives or random people on the street and watching me through their eyes. I can't go outside because of it, I constantly have to stay away from any IRL people. Even when there is no one around I can feel her gaze on me. I can't do anything. I have to change my clothes really quick because I can feel her watching me. I can't even jack off. But worst of all I feel like there is a window at the back of my head where she can look through and see my thoughts. I can't even think about a lot of stuff because she's seeing my thoughts. I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts so that she can't see them. Even going to the store for gorecceries is a struggle. I'm not sure if I'm actually hallucinating, because I've never seen or heard her, it's like I just know she's there. I constantly feel like IRL people I interact with aren't actually themselves, she's possessing them and pretending to be them to mess with me.

 

[xyxx]

Tf

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

There is this fictional girl, I don't even know what she looks like, or what her voice is or her name, I just now she's there watching me. I constantly feel like she's possessing IRL people like my relatives or random people on the street and watching me through their eyes. I can't go outside because of it, I constantly have to stay away from any IRL people. Even when there is no one around I can feel her gaze on me. I can't do anything. I have to change my clothes really quick because I can feel her watching me. I can't even jack off. But worst of all I feel like there is a window at the back of my head where she can look through and see my thoughts. I can't even think about a lot of stuff because she's seeing my thoughts. I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts so that she can't see them. Even going to the store for gorecceries is a struggle. I'm not sure if I'm actually hallucinating, because I've never seen or heard her, it's like I just know she's there. I constantly feel like IRL people I interact with aren't actually themselves, she's possessing them and pretending to be them to mess with me.

Bruh what, see a doctor ASAP. That's cooked.

 

[killchad]

Bruh what, see a doctor ASAP. That's cooked.

What am I even supposed to say to the doctor, I'm not actually hallucinating so I don't really know what to say

 

[Light Yagami]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[totalfoiddeath]

 

[aspiecel_11:11]

you are indeed losing it

 

[Runt171]

Schizophrenia

 

[fullofchagrin]

What am I even supposed to say to the doctor, I'm not actually hallucinating so I don't really know what to say

grayfren that is exactly what hallucinating is, you are schizophrenic

 

[fullofchagrin]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[ifeellost]

larp

 

[killchad]

grayfren that is exactly what hallucinating is, you are schizophrenic

I mean I know I have some kind of delusion but I'm not actually seeing or hearing stuff that don't exist so I don't think it's hallucination

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[coping_manlet]

You sound like you need an unregistered firearm ASAP

 

[Bats]

sounds schizo, but i would try to ascend with it if i were you

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Ok GrAY

 

[AnApparentMyth]

Go to a doctor. This isn't good, not even joking.

 

[Yournotcold0]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[alex_cwb7272]

Yo, are you okay?