I think I'm actually losing it

[killchad]

There is this fictional girl, I don't even know what she looks like, or what her voice is or her name, I just now she's there watching me. I constantly feel like she's possessing IRL people like my relatives or random people on the street and watching me through their eyes. I can't go outside because of it, I constantly have to stay away from any IRL people. Even when there is no one around I can feel her gaze on me. I can't do anything. I have to change my clothes really quick because I can feel her watching me. I can't even jack off. But worst of all I feel like there is a window at the back of my head where she can look through and see my thoughts. I can't even think about a lot of stuff because she's seeing my thoughts. I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts so that she can't see them. Even going to the store for gorecceries is a struggle. I'm not sure if I'm actually hallucinating, because I've never seen or heard her, it's like I just know she's there. I constantly feel like IRL people I interact with aren't actually themselves, she's possessing them and pretending to be them to mess with me.

 

[xyxx]

Tf

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

There is this fictional girl, I don't even know what she looks like, or what her voice is or her name, I just now she's there watching me. I constantly feel like she's possessing IRL people like my relatives or random people on the street and watching me through their eyes. I can't go outside because of it, I constantly have to stay away from any IRL people. Even when there is no one around I can feel her gaze on me. I can't do anything. I have to change my clothes really quick because I can feel her watching me. I can't even jack off. But worst of all I feel like there is a window at the back of my head where she can look through and see my thoughts. I can't even think about a lot of stuff because she's seeing my thoughts. I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts so that she can't see them. Even going to the store for gorecceries is a struggle. I'm not sure if I'm actually hallucinating, because I've never seen or heard her, it's like I just know she's there. I constantly feel like IRL people I interact with aren't actually themselves, she's possessing them and pretending to be them to mess with me.

Bruh what, see a doctor ASAP. That's cooked.

 

[killchad]

Bruh what, see a doctor ASAP. That's cooked.

What am I even supposed to say to the doctor, I'm not actually hallucinating so I don't really know what to say

 

[Light Yagami]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[twisted]

 

[aspiecel_11:11]

you are indeed losing it

 

[Runt171]

Schizophrenia

 

[fullofchagrin]

What am I even supposed to say to the doctor, I'm not actually hallucinating so I don't really know what to say

grayfren that is exactly what hallucinating is, you are schizophrenic

 

[fullofchagrin]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[ifeellost]

larp

 

[killchad]

grayfren that is exactly what hallucinating is, you are schizophrenic

I mean I know I have some kind of delusion but I'm not actually seeing or hearing stuff that don't exist so I don't think it's hallucination

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[coping_manlet]

You sound like you need an unregistered firearm ASAP

 

[Bats]

sounds schizo, but i would try to ascend with it if i were you

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Ok GrAY

 

[AnApparentMyth]

Go to a doctor. This isn't good, not even joking.

 

[Yournotcold0]

Volcel if you dont try ascending with her

 

[alex_cwb7272]

Yo, are you okay?

 

[killchad]

Yo, are you okay?

Not that okay but I'm still here. Thanks for asking though.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

There is this fictional girl, I don't even know what she looks like, or what her voice is or her name, I just now she's there watching me. I constantly feel like she's possessing IRL people like my relatives or random people on the street and watching me through their eyes. I can't go outside because of it, I constantly have to stay away from any IRL people. Even when there is no one around I can feel her gaze on me. I can't do anything. I have to change my clothes really quick because I can feel her watching me. I can't even jack off. But worst of all I feel like there is a window at the back of my head where she can look through and see my thoughts. I can't even think about a lot of stuff because she's seeing my thoughts. I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts so that she can't see them. Even going to the store for gorecceries is a struggle. I'm not sure if I'm actually hallucinating, because I've never seen or heard her, it's like I just know she's there. I constantly feel like IRL people I interact with aren't actually themselves, she's possessing them and pretending to be them to mess with me.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

You should ascend with her

she wants you bro

 

[killchad]

You should ascend with her

she wants you bro

I can't even see her, what ascending?

 

[Dead™Inside]

You sound like you need an unregistered firearm ASAP

Good day, officer

 

[nullterror]

I constantly have to imagine a 3d object like a chair or a car and rotate it in my mind to try to suppress my thoughts

and the cookie crumbles when failing to picture oneself wildly hinging on a perplexed risk, as the shape object and occupying the mass of itself as enticing it is to the former castigated virtual, in essence visual principle. i’ve been disturbed these days and at times it gets to the point where while the light is off i need to pretend the blind fugitive grail is the same as the lost maneuvers of the candid embrace in the dark. what i imagine to be the click that relies on the sole eye that’s really only staring with a hollow ease so awful and palpable, it strips bare and often makes it impossible to breathe.