St.Tropez
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So today I was reminiscing about past and reading my old journal and it seems I was miserable for last couple if years.
Like no matter what happened the tone is dark and depressing.
I just dont know man,I don't think my problem is even inceldom or anything at this point.
I am mentally broken. I should just die.
Nothing will save me,no girl,no friends nothing. I was never happy it seems judging by my journal. I am actually quite surprised it seems I was miserable for last 7 years.
I shouldn't be even looking for a gf at this point,just trying to fix my mental state,but it is already too far gone. All joy is lost from my life,taken and destroyed by others...
"You have vandalized my heart,raped my soul and tortured my conscience"
I was abused by these people my entire life. My parents,my grandma all of them abused me and neglected me and took away my joy.
I hope they burn in hell. They never should have had a child,I never had a chance at life.
I was such a nice little kid,filled with goddess and with a noble heart and these selfish miserable monsters destroyed me.
Like no matter what happened the tone is dark and depressing.
I just dont know man,I don't think my problem is even inceldom or anything at this point.
I am mentally broken. I should just die.
Nothing will save me,no girl,no friends nothing. I was never happy it seems judging by my journal. I am actually quite surprised it seems I was miserable for last 7 years.
I shouldn't be even looking for a gf at this point,just trying to fix my mental state,but it is already too far gone. All joy is lost from my life,taken and destroyed by others...
"You have vandalized my heart,raped my soul and tortured my conscience"
I was abused by these people my entire life. My parents,my grandma all of them abused me and neglected me and took away my joy.
I hope they burn in hell. They never should have had a child,I never had a chance at life.
I was such a nice little kid,filled with goddess and with a noble heart and these selfish miserable monsters destroyed me.