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So I thought I’d share this, because I had no idea that chadfishing would affect me the way it has. It started a while ago when I decided i wanted to troll foids by creating a chadfish and messaging them on instagram/tinder. i started getting messages from girls wanting to suck my dick and it got to my head. I NEEDED the validation. So it became an addiction. The weird thing was if a foid said something negative about my chadfish’s appearance or qualities I would get defensive for some reason, even though that person doesn’t actually exist (well they do, but I just used a random model’s photo and then put a fake name).
Eventually things started to get even more weird. I would have vivid dreams where I was fucking stacies as my chadfish. When I saw myself in third person POV it wasn’t my real life body and face, it was the chadfish. Eventually I started referring to myself irl as my chadfish’s name “Taylor” (even though that isn’t my real name). I think this has started to affect me a lot. Every day i check my instagram and tinder messages to see if women have messaged me, and I’m always updating my profile and adding photos from the model onto my account. Whenever a foid says i look attractive I take it as a compliment, or if she says i’m ugly cuz she got pissed off at my trolling (this is rare because it’s chad after all) it would affect me deeply. When a foid made fun of me on tinder one time it made me fall into depression even though she wasn’t even talking about my actual self. Shit’s strange. It’s almost like I’ve started roleplaying and now imagine myself as my chadfish.
Is this weird or no?
Eventually things started to get even more weird. I would have vivid dreams where I was fucking stacies as my chadfish. When I saw myself in third person POV it wasn’t my real life body and face, it was the chadfish. Eventually I started referring to myself irl as my chadfish’s name “Taylor” (even though that isn’t my real name). I think this has started to affect me a lot. Every day i check my instagram and tinder messages to see if women have messaged me, and I’m always updating my profile and adding photos from the model onto my account. Whenever a foid says i look attractive I take it as a compliment, or if she says i’m ugly cuz she got pissed off at my trolling (this is rare because it’s chad after all) it would affect me deeply. When a foid made fun of me on tinder one time it made me fall into depression even though she wasn’t even talking about my actual self. Shit’s strange. It’s almost like I’ve started roleplaying and now imagine myself as my chadfish.
Is this weird or no?