Deranged n crimson
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i fucking had it dude and it never gets better everyone that's either trying to help me is a fucking retard they think they are so high and smart and suprior to you their words are so fucking illogical they think you are in controle of everything in your will , guess what i never choose to be like this , my problems go way deeper then having a fucking gf these are spirtual circumstaincal problems you can't even fuckimg controle anything i am trapped and i have nowhere to go it feels like the whole world is against me they think they know what your goimg through but their so fucking stupied to understand that we are so indifferent and that luck is the driving force of the universe and you have no controle over y9urself i didn't ask to or choos3 to be this way i didn't ask to be born into a shithole country or with retarded selfish parents or to have a dream that you want to fullfill and you can't even fullfill it because everything and everyone is against you , it never gets better man and all the 16 years i had on this earth it never got better , man there are 50 year olds who commited suicide because it never got better anyways i had it with these people and this unfair life man , once you start to realize the horrible truth you can't fickimg cope anymore and you cant ev3n enjoy y9uur existance the only god part of your day is sleeping where y9u dream about being loved and happy man am so sorry but i just want to say this since you guys arw the only ones who know what its like