2025 has been for me a defining year where I deeply felt the inner gratification of evil thoughts so much so that I have had an 'awakening' of sorts. I was always aware that there is an inherent duality within us: a delicate pendulum of good an evil. However, it was only last year where I've really become more comfortable in just outright admitting that I am simply more evil than good. It's simply in my nature to both BE evil and ASPIRE to be evil, so much so that much like Charlie Kirk, I see empathy as a marker of weakness. I see murder and cruelty as a spectacle of titillation. I see hypocrisy as the a coveted status marker of power.
First of all, only strong, bold, and powerful people have what it takes to commit acts of evil. I did not say acts of violence, or acts of thievery, or 'acts' that have a tendency to be perceived in a certain way. I mean acts of true malice, where you aren't picking a side, there isn't an ulterior motive of possible benevolence. When you commit true acts of evil out of a purely sadistic need to enjoy your dominance: this is the most gratifying form of evil. There's this term called 'fuckery' that I learned recently, that I just love, because it gives me that syrupy evil feel. What it is, is when you outright tell a lie, you know it's a lie, the person you are telling it to knows its a lie, he is frustrated as fuck at the situation he's in, because but you both know the person on the receiving end of the lie can't do SHIT about it. Fuckery is what it's about. The absolute dominance.
DOMINANCE, POWER, CRUELTY = ZENITH OF MAN.
or better yet:
PSYCHOPATHY, MACHIAVELLIANISM, NARCISSISM = WORTHY OF RESPECT
The umami that evil brings to the soul does not discriminate. It is the only thing that makes me feel alive. I don't know why this came to be. I don't think it had to do with inceldom at all, but to be honest, it probably more had to do with exposure to 4chan.
I remember when I first discovered 4 chan in the early 2000s, I was deeply offended because they kept on using the word 'nigger' and making lynching memes and meant it. It tore at my bluepilled innocent antiracist soul and it angered me, but I couldn't get enough. This sensation of being exposed to evil was both injuring my mind but giving me a psychotic rush at the same time. It felt as though I could be evil and strong like all the people who bullied me vicariously just by being exposed to extreme forms of evil and seeing crimes being committed, seeing trolls laugh at the victims. Maybe I could be a bully too. Thru 4 chan I got to watch live leak and witness people getting skinned alive, their crotches eaten by dogs, gruesome autopsies where all the commenters could do was laugh at how small their dick was AS A CORPSE. There are NO LIMITS TO CRUELTY. AND ONLY THE CRUELEST PEOPLE ARE THE STRONGEST BY FAR. The most salient thing about cruelty is that you remember it. If I could destroy other peoples minds all the pain I have experienced would have been worth it. So like yugi become yami yugi, a slayerslayer was born.
I think the only difference between a blackpilled incel and a bluepilled incel is how much 4chan could they tolerate mentally, before they become 4chan.
First of all, only strong, bold, and powerful people have what it takes to commit acts of evil. I did not say acts of violence, or acts of thievery, or 'acts' that have a tendency to be perceived in a certain way. I mean acts of true malice, where you aren't picking a side, there isn't an ulterior motive of possible benevolence. When you commit true acts of evil out of a purely sadistic need to enjoy your dominance: this is the most gratifying form of evil. There's this term called 'fuckery' that I learned recently, that I just love, because it gives me that syrupy evil feel. What it is, is when you outright tell a lie, you know it's a lie, the person you are telling it to knows its a lie, he is frustrated as fuck at the situation he's in, because but you both know the person on the receiving end of the lie can't do SHIT about it. Fuckery is what it's about. The absolute dominance.
DOMINANCE, POWER, CRUELTY = ZENITH OF MAN.
or better yet:
PSYCHOPATHY, MACHIAVELLIANISM, NARCISSISM = WORTHY OF RESPECT
The umami that evil brings to the soul does not discriminate. It is the only thing that makes me feel alive. I don't know why this came to be. I don't think it had to do with inceldom at all, but to be honest, it probably more had to do with exposure to 4chan.
I remember when I first discovered 4 chan in the early 2000s, I was deeply offended because they kept on using the word 'nigger' and making lynching memes and meant it. It tore at my bluepilled innocent antiracist soul and it angered me, but I couldn't get enough. This sensation of being exposed to evil was both injuring my mind but giving me a psychotic rush at the same time. It felt as though I could be evil and strong like all the people who bullied me vicariously just by being exposed to extreme forms of evil and seeing crimes being committed, seeing trolls laugh at the victims. Maybe I could be a bully too. Thru 4 chan I got to watch live leak and witness people getting skinned alive, their crotches eaten by dogs, gruesome autopsies where all the commenters could do was laugh at how small their dick was AS A CORPSE. There are NO LIMITS TO CRUELTY. AND ONLY THE CRUELEST PEOPLE ARE THE STRONGEST BY FAR. The most salient thing about cruelty is that you remember it. If I could destroy other peoples minds all the pain I have experienced would have been worth it. So like yugi become yami yugi, a slayerslayer was born.
I think the only difference between a blackpilled incel and a bluepilled incel is how much 4chan could they tolerate mentally, before they become 4chan.
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