Blackpillapologist
The chad of unattractiveness
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- Sep 22, 2021
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I am the type of person who can't live without sunlight. Even in my room I shut off all the lights and open windows. And because of this I didn't mind going out of my home for walks or to a cafeteria/mosque (IT btfo with their basement dweller stereotype)
But as I get more and more blackpilled, going outside is becoming more and more suifuel. I am in a popular shopping mall rn, there are people from all over the world. Cumskins, spics, pajeets, chinkies all of them. And this is where the real suifuel starts. See in curryland atleast I can cope with the fact that I am light skinned (believe me it's a big deal among pajeets) but here there people lighter than me so that gets thrown out of the window.
Even chaddams mog me. Most of the sandmen here are taller than me, literally every person is except people of my own pajeet breed. I have to constantly be reminded that I am a subhuman, I am a genetic failure who should be exterminated and that I have no place in this Chad and foid ruled world.
I feel the aura of hate by foids all around me. They hate the fact that I am here and not miles away from their sight, they hate the fact that I am (atleast legally) allowed to be in this mall. And the female cashier's hate the fact that they have to serve me too. There's a clear difference in attitude when serving me, a normie or a chad/white man.
Back in curryland majority of foids look like one my feces has came to life, so I didn't care about the fact that they can never be mine. But here it's different. Even sand foids have sky high smvs, they are so God damn beautiful. It hurts like hell that they are always, always with either cumskin chads or cumskin looking chads.
I am a subhuman, subhuman because of things beyond my control. I never chose that my parents be cousins and I be born with a funny head shape, disfigured looking face and twisted ankles on top of mental disorders. It's a price I have to pay, for my entire life because of wrong choices of someone else.
I really don't want to come out of my home anymore. I don't want to go to any shopping mall, cafe or park. I have no place there, life is only for chads and foids to enjoy with each other and normies to serve them and enjoy among themselves only. Subhumans have no place in this world.
I feel like crying, but I can't in a public place. I just want to run away and jump off a cliff, or set myself on fire and die. I would be very happy if I a m[UWSL]ob chops off my hands and legs from shoulder and hip joints respectively, and then drag my limbless body to a bonfire to burn alive whatever is left of me, as I die a limbless death. As painful as this death would be, it's better than living life as a truecel born out of incest. [/UWSL]
But as I get more and more blackpilled, going outside is becoming more and more suifuel. I am in a popular shopping mall rn, there are people from all over the world. Cumskins, spics, pajeets, chinkies all of them. And this is where the real suifuel starts. See in curryland atleast I can cope with the fact that I am light skinned (believe me it's a big deal among pajeets) but here there people lighter than me so that gets thrown out of the window.
Even chaddams mog me. Most of the sandmen here are taller than me, literally every person is except people of my own pajeet breed. I have to constantly be reminded that I am a subhuman, I am a genetic failure who should be exterminated and that I have no place in this Chad and foid ruled world.
I feel the aura of hate by foids all around me. They hate the fact that I am here and not miles away from their sight, they hate the fact that I am (atleast legally) allowed to be in this mall. And the female cashier's hate the fact that they have to serve me too. There's a clear difference in attitude when serving me, a normie or a chad/white man.
Back in curryland majority of foids look like one my feces has came to life, so I didn't care about the fact that they can never be mine. But here it's different. Even sand foids have sky high smvs, they are so God damn beautiful. It hurts like hell that they are always, always with either cumskin chads or cumskin looking chads.
I am a subhuman, subhuman because of things beyond my control. I never chose that my parents be cousins and I be born with a funny head shape, disfigured looking face and twisted ankles on top of mental disorders. It's a price I have to pay, for my entire life because of wrong choices of someone else.
I really don't want to come out of my home anymore. I don't want to go to any shopping mall, cafe or park. I have no place there, life is only for chads and foids to enjoy with each other and normies to serve them and enjoy among themselves only. Subhumans have no place in this world.
I feel like crying, but I can't in a public place. I just want to run away and jump off a cliff, or set myself on fire and die. I would be very happy if I a m[UWSL]ob chops off my hands and legs from shoulder and hip joints respectively, and then drag my limbless body to a bonfire to burn alive whatever is left of me, as I die a limbless death. As painful as this death would be, it's better than living life as a truecel born out of incest. [/UWSL]