Venting I still dream about my high school oneitis 30 years later

[Vector2800]

There was a foid that I was obsessed with in high school for 4 years that rejected me. Even after 30 years I still have recurring dreams of her. In my dreams she still looks like she did in high school. She doesn’t even remember me and hasn’t even thought about me since high school. Meanwhile, she has stuck in my brain for 30 years. I don’t even care about her anymore. She still just keeps appearing in my dreams. The truth is that I am a pathetic broken man who is waiting for his death. It’s a Friday night, and I’m feeling melancholic and despondent. Let me end this post by posting some songs that are hitting me hard tonight. For the next 3 hours I will be staring down a whiskey bottle and open to having a private conversation with anyone who is struggling tonight like me. God bless your souls and be kind to each other.


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View: https://youtu.be/mSeIh9rmEUs?si=6dap3cQQCQLumRxI

 

[BPJ]

roy orbison is an incel hero

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

The pain is real brocel.

 

[Aventador]

i feel you. I know it sound like cope but there is more to life than her.

 

[yeetbender_]

The truth is that I am a pathetic broken man who is waiting for his death.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I've had similar dreams about her since the end of 2023. Although less common now.

The truth is that I am a pathetic broken man who is waiting for his death.

Stay alive brother