SuicideFuel I spent my birthday crying in bed.

[overbeforeitbegan]

I turned 35 earlier this week. It came and went and no one remembered, except my mother. She's away visiting her grandchildren (one is very sick at the moment so she is helping my sister and brother in law with her) so she wasn't even there, but gave me money and called me to say she loves me. My sisters called too. Then, silence.

The house was empty and I was so alone. No friends remembered, not that i really have any anyway. At one point I felt like I was going insane, so went to walk to the local dairy to get myself a pick me up treat, and some teenagers outside said "yo it's slenderman" as I walked away.

Every year will be marked by another birthday like this until my mother dies, and then once she's gone, each one will make this year's look like a fiesta.

I can't keep doing this. I'm not strong enough. No one is strong enough. Most normies would probably have given up by now. This isn't normal and it's making me feel like I'm losing my mind.

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

Oh and my sisters only called because my mum told them to.

 

[nowiff]

I never celebrate my birthday

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

I never celebrate my birthday

I don't know why I expected anything. Usually I only get one or two messages from old school acquaintances anyway, and my aunt. This year, no.

 

[copemaxx9002]

I never celebrate my birthday

My birthday is meaningless as I am a pisces male

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

My birthday is meaningless as I am a pisces male

What does that mean, I don't speak foid

 

[CRYSTAL METH]

That was tough to read man.....
Some are born to enjoy life, others like us here on .is are born to suffER. Fuck this cucked matrux RNG.

Best of luck to you.

 

[Izayacel]

Oh my Condolences , Happy Late Birthday

 

[Emba]

Oh my Condolences , Happy Late Birthday

My condolences

&

Happy afterbirthday!

 

[Robin the leader]

I feel sorry for you man. I'm in my late twenties. It was in my mid twenties that relatives stopped giving me money on my birthdays since I wasn't a child anymore and was getting older. No friends means no one to visit me and give gifts. Yeah living life without friends is hard. Do you see hope for you to make friends in the future?

 

[based_meme]

 

[WornOutHopecel]

I remember my 35th birthday. I recorded some poetry outdoors in winter like conditions. I still have the video. I did cry a fair bit.
Stay strong.

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

That was tough to read man.....
Some are born to enjoy life, others like us here on .is are born to suffER. Fuck this cucked matrux RNG.

Best of luck to you.

True, every word.

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

I feel sorry for you man. I'm in my late twenties. It was in my mid twenties that relatives stopped giving me money on my birthdays since I wasn't a child anymore and was getting older. No friends means no one to visit me and give gifts. Yeah living life without friends is hard. Do you see hope for you to make friends in the future?

It could happen if I got better at socializing. I'm extremely high inhib and autistic as fuck, have never held down a job for longer than a few months and now it's been over 10 years since my last job, I can't get a single interview at anything not even McDonald's.

I know what I need to do to make friends but am too retarded to do it. I don't see this getting any better.

 

[Starfish]

I did that on my 18th birthday because I knew I would be a failure for the rest of my life

 

[Regenerator]

My condolences. Being an Incel at age 35 must be brutal as fuck.

 

[KinkyKanga]

Happy birthday brocel.

 

[KinkyKanga]

I never celebrate my birthday

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

My condolences. Being an Incel at age 35 must be brutal as fuck.

It's going to be my last milestone. I decided that this week

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

and some teenagers outside said "yo it's slenderman" as I walked away.

At least you are a tallfag.

Also happy birthday

 

[Shark]

I am a pisces male

 

[jaydante47]

i waste all my energy on masturbating i have no energy left to cry

 

[copemaxx9002]

I lied I am leo

 

[UglyDumbass]

I turned 35 earlier this week. It came and went and no one remembered, except my mother. She's away visiting her grandchildren (one is very sick at the moment so she is helping my sister and brother in law with her) so she wasn't even there, but gave me money and called me to say she loves me. My sisters called too. Then, silence.

The house was empty and I was so alone. No friends remembered, not that i really have any anyway. At one point I felt like I was going insane, so went to walk to the local dairy to get myself a pick me up treat, and some teenagers outside said "yo it's slenderman" as I walked away.

Every year will be marked by another birthday like this until my mother dies, and then once she's gone, each one will make this year's look like a fiesta.

I can't keep doing this. I'm not strong enough. No one is strong enough. Most normies would probably have given up by now. This isn't normal and it's making me feel like I'm losing my mind.

Havnt celebrated my birthday in years. Every birthday was my mom taking a fucking photo of just me by myself with a small cake. It’s so fucking depressing. Idk how my parents don’t see that shit as depressing. They cope by saying i don’t talk to people but they know deep down inside that i can’t get any actual friendships or relationships due to my autism and my appearence. They always cope by saying i got small autism but it’s obvious it’s not small enough

 

[Logic55]

I feel sorry for you man. I'm in my late twenties. It was in my mid twenties that relatives stopped giving me money on my birthdays since I wasn't a child anymore and was getting older. No friends means no one to visit me and give gifts. Yeah living life without friends is hard. Do you see hope for you to make friends in the future?

As an NT, I struggle to make new friends because everyone my age already have their own friends that they spend time with. They would rather hang out with their close friends from high school than to hang out with someone they barely know like me.

 

[Esoteric7]

no way I'm going to go pass 30 as an incel

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

no way I'm going to go pass 30 as an incel

Every year is worse than the last

 

[BadStartingStats]

I can't keep doing this. I'm not strong enough. No one is strong enough. Most normies would probably have given up by now. This isn't normal and it's making me feel like I'm losing my mind.

It's tough I'm only a few years behind you but I know this will be my future

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

I spend my birthday drunk with the phone turned off, was honestly the best birthday so far as I didn't need to face family disappointment head on

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I turned 35 earlier this week. It came and went and no one remembered, except my mother. She's away visiting her grandchildren (one is very sick at the moment so she is helping my sister and brother in law with her) so she wasn't even there, but gave me money and called me to say she loves me. My sisters called too. Then, silence.

The house was empty and I was so alone. No friends remembered, not that i really have any anyway. At one point I felt like I was going insane, so went to walk to the local dairy to get myself a pick me up treat, and some teenagers outside said "yo it's slenderman" as I walked away.

Every year will be marked by another birthday like this until my mother dies, and then once she's gone, each one will make this year's look like a fiesta.

I can't keep doing this. I'm not strong enough. No one is strong enough. Most normies would probably have given up by now. This isn't normal and it's making me feel like I'm losing my mind.

I’m sorry to hear that it sucks being alone

 

[fukurou]

as you grow older, the smaller your social circle gets.
a few missed phone calls or messages and puff another friend gone forever.

considered AI solutions as well as dolls.
also prep for TFA scenarios:
if you get sick no one will be there
if you lose your house keys
if you are injured
consider various insurances for when you reach your 40s

 

[udeactive]

Stopped celebrating my birthday ever since i turned 18. I just treat myself to a drink every now and then

 

[BreezyHills]

Stopped celebrating my birthday ever since i turned 18. I just treat myself to a drink every now and then