ai_cel
Billions Must Nudify
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- Oct 5, 2025
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I thought spending 2024 in jail would make me appreciate life more. I counted each day of 365 and dreamt about being out and free, I hated being ordered around, having to live with freak shows. I hated the bunk beds and the used up clothes and the bland food. I hated not having a phone or any sort of contact with anybody outside. I hated the few TV channels they had on their TVs. But was truly hoping for something when I get out. I was hoping for a girlfriend or something like that. Or the courage to appreciate life and live it to its fullest. Now I'm out and emptier than ever. I came back in the summer and ever since then I've been completely empty. A part of me wants to go back there for comfort and the other part of me would rather die than ever have to live to see another minute of that place but I'm conflicted, I'm unable to enjoy the things I thought I would enjoy and now my world is crumbling down. I want to end it





