It's Over I sometimes physically recoil when ı realize how much ı have been missing since ı turned 18

[Deleted member 24272]

I could have go to a summer house with my friends and talk with girls in a cafe near the Bosphorus,drinking tea while looking at İnstagram with my other friends but no.
I have missed so much nothing will ever fill that void,Alcohol/Drug/Cigar/money/education/Escortmaxxing all of them will be worthless.
Im planing buying a gun,selling it to a low ıq thug faggot for the bread price,call him a faggot and hope he shoots me.İt wouldnt even be a murder just a mercy kill.

 

[Uglymuggly]

I hate life too

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Been depressed and rotting in my room all day since I was ~13. Now I'm in my mid 20s. Literally did nothing with my life, I have no experiences at all.

 

[GeordiLefort3]

Been depressed and rotting in my room all day since I was ~13. Now I'm in my mid 20s. Literally did nothing with my life, I have no experiences at all.

In a way you have been saved from a lot of failed attempts to haunt you, be glad for that

 

[Deleted member 7448]

In a way you have been saved from a lot of failed attempts to haunt you, be glad for that

I have a lot of other things to haunt me now, cause I was also an alcoholic for 2 years during which I ruined my life in so many ways I could write a book filled with PTSD-inducing shit.

 

[GeordiLefort3]

I have a lot of other things to haunt me now, cause I was also an alcoholic for 2 years during which I ruined my life in so many ways I could write a book filled with PTSD-inducing shit.

So i guess none us are safe from our mental ghosts, they will find a way to survive

 

[Deleted member 347]

Been depressed and rotting in my room all day since I was ~13. Now I'm in my mid 20s. Literally did nothing with my life, I have no experiences at all.

Wow your exactly in the same position as me it's the worse feeling and the mental illness makes you physically ill ffs

my dad said I need to learn to speak to foids lol at the ripe age of 25 where have I been for 12 years my social skills are even worse than someone with downs syndrome at this age I can't see anything going to happen concerning ascending at this stage of my life but I have a good gist it isn't

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Wow your exactly in the same position as me it's the worse feeling and the mental illness makes you physically ill ffs

my dad said I need to learn to speak to foids lol at the ripe age of 25 where have I been for 12 years my social skills are even worse than someone with downs syndrome at this age I can't see anything going to happen concerning ascending at this stage of my life but I have a good gist it isn't

Yeah my parents are on me telling me to go out and live life and get a job and meet people and get a girlfriend and pop out kids. Luckily corona is an excuse to not do most of that. But once I graduate from this shitty useless fucking waste of time piece of shit degree, then I will really be forced to get a job. Holy shit I wish I die before that tbh.

 

[muharremabi]

Been depressed and rotting in my room all day since I was ~13. Now I'm in my mid 20s. Literally did nothing with my life, I have no experiences at all.

Same. Being socially outcast while doing nothing beneficial and rotting in your room fucks your life permanently because you didn't learn what you should have learnt in your teenage years. You might be able to get a job because its most likely will be some shitty low paying job.

 

[Deleted member 347]

Yeah my parents are on me telling me to go out and live life and get a job and meet people and get a girlfriend and pop out kids. Luckily corona is an excuse to not do most of that. But once I graduate from this shitty useless fucking waste of time piece of shit degree, then I will really be forced to get a job. Holy shit I wish I die before that tbh.

Same I hate my degree but my dad forces me to studymaxx and guilt trips me each time I threaten to drop
He forced me to study a hard subject as well so I can't just sail by without a lot of effort

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Same I hate my degree but my dad forces me to studymaxx and guilt trips me each time I threaten to drop
He forced me to study a hard subject as well so I can't just sail by without a lot of effort

It's worth it. I on the other hand chose easy meme shit that is so useless I won't ever, ever be able to use it. Only the most sociable normies who network and have connections and shit can use meme degrees like this one, but a loner avoidant autist like me has no use for it.

So all things considered, if you're gonna waste time in uni anyway, might as well waste it and actually get a useful degree that teaches you something and has marketability. Plus it's not like you can coast even in meme degrees, they make you work like a dog for it to justify their salaries.

 

[Deleted member 347]

It's worth it. I on the other hand chose easy meme shit that is so useless I won't ever, ever be able to use it. Only the most sociable normies who network and have connections and shit can use meme degrees like this one, but a loner avoidant autist like me has no use for it.

So all things considered, if you're gonna waste time in uni anyway, might as well waste it and actually get a useful degree that teaches you something and has marketability. Plus it's not like you can coast even in meme degrees, they make you work like a dog for it to justify their salaries.

Yh your right you seem soo intelligent though you should have applied yourself to a more harder degree stem degree
I'm an avoidant Autist who craves social interaction which is harder everyone I became friends with fucked me over one way or another but I still want to socialise but I'm a shut in and hate people at the same time but when I break the ice with people which is like once in a million and they are receptive I can talk openly for ages so I'm a weird one

 

[dirtykombatcel]

I hate life too

 

[Haywire]

its terrible

 

[Deleted member 27495]

my reaction is feeling sick to my stomach and wanting to either ER or rope